to this lagoon. do you love me less

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i find you like a lost limb, lagoon afloat [this is memory
with water lilies in their sleep. come to the water's edge
as a tender aquamarine reed; rushes rush to please 
me -- i want to say, "come back." though
                                                     (love is not     quite 

like that. and the water take me to the deep of me 
-- ocean claw sunken that this is not my swan song
 i would love for you; saltlicked sucker for me to love
if only i knew all that was never said, like take me to bed
      i'm wet and worrisome like a woebegone era --

there's something about us (don't you think? it's the salt water
dripping from my earlobe [always on the outside: i
cut my foot on the glass, collapsed down in the grass
and cigarettes butts. i see the gap open between what i thought
and what i said yet i still could not bring myself to love any less


(5th february 2019, revised may 1st)


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