I really need joey right now omg wow i need to hug him kiss him cuddle with him god AM I OBSESSED i ask myself no i can't be
i change to my Calvin Klien sports bra and shorts i go downstairs and get some fresh air i open the door and see joey why the fuck is this kid always outside ugh and why am i so bipolar ugh
" good morning lils" says joey coming my way
i just wave and look at paper's
how are you did your step dad do anything to you? "Joey asks worried
no im fine" i say
ok well i have to go " says joey as i see a blonde girl walking towards him FUCKING BITCH I WILL FUCKING KILL HER
as she kisses him and i see joey kiss back and joey looks at me and he smiles and i hear my step dad
say " LILIANA ACERO ALVAREZ VEN ACA" he says mad
as joey and that girl look
i walk inside and close the door and i see joey looking worried why is he worried does he like me no! hes just a fuck boy
que"i say annoyed
why are you wearing that outside who was that boy and what did he say" he asks
none of your business' i say
and why do you care your not my father" i say looking at him
i feel a slap in my cheek that shit burns fuck
piece of shit " i tell him and go upstairs
i feel him grab my hand and push me on the door and he took off his belt and his pants
oh god no
please no
p-please s-stop " i tell him
no your getting it bitch
my stepdad just raped me
he left and i cry i sob and hit myself
why" i say crying
why me"
i lock my room door and cry in my bed
im lifeless
there's no way of being here im gonna die
i can't be here
why me
kill me please
i cry
3 days later
im still scared of going outside and see him
joey tried texting me but i didn't answer
he tried calling me and all that stuff but i wasn't in the mood and i never will be
my heart has broken into millions of pieces knowing that my stepdad.... you know what
i stand up with puffy eyes and i shower and change to a oversized hoodie and leggings and my old skool vans
i put my hood on and im only gonna wear my hoodie because of my cuts know one even knows or cares about me
i walk downstairs and see no one
i see a note that says
" dear mija me and your step dad decided to go on a trip to mexico but we'll be back love mom oh by the way i left my card and some cash love you sweetie bye"
i throw the paper away and go outside to get some fresh air
i see joeys mom coming my way
hello lily how are you sweetie "she says nicely
g-good " i say not making eye contact
well i just wanted to say that joeys been talking about you saying that you do self harm?" she says worried
n-no not at all mrs.birlem" i say
are you sure" jen says
yes 100%" i say smiling
ok well um i have to go and ill see you at school tomorrow because i take joey " she says laughing
oh im not gonna go to school tomorrow" i say
why not" she says
because im sick and um i threw up" i say lying
well i hope you feel better bye sweetie" she says as she leaves
bye" i say and walk back to my house
i think about yesterday and what he did what a bitch im a bitch
joeys pov
she's fine joseph" my mom says
she's not mom you should've told her to show you her wrists" i say
well then go joey if you want to see her go to her house" my mom says
ok then ill go"i say
i knock on her door
i hear footsteps and sniffles...
awh my poor baby's sick or crying
she opens the door and looks lifeless and with bags and ref puffy eyes
hey" i say
hi" she says not looking up
can we talk" i say
s-sure ' she says
so what's wrong I've seen you looking so sad lately and i don't like it
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