My hormones are crazy...happy on minute....sad the next
Want u today....tmr I'm on to the next
I'm always confused....my feelings always feel abused. That's why I sap. To get me mind in a gutter. I feel better than when I'm on track...
Waiting for ur call back. Yet u still haven't called me back. On nights like this I wonder....if I really have any friends. Or do they all pretend to like me. On nights like this I want to disappear. I want to cry u til I'm out of tears. Random thoughts go through my head. What if.....goes through my mind as I sit in my bed. I WANT LOVE. like I read in the stories...like I see on the movies. But it's no where to be found. It's a myth. It's slowly fading away in this day and age. But I want it so bad. More than I've wanted anything else. But I'm scared....cause if I fall in love...I might change my true self. I told myself....I'll never change for anybody. Especially never over a boy. But they say love make you do crazy things. And I'm afraid it is as it seems. What if I can't control myself. And do something I regret. I bet it's gonna happen. What is they strip me of me. Where and what will I be left to be.?
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I smile while I cry
PoetryThings I could never say out loud....🤭🤭 My feelings have been thrown around...stopped on the ground. Unsure on who to trust, but i tell myself it's a must. My heart heavy, chest filled with desire. I will perspire to be the best i can become...but...
