Zendaya's POV
Right now I'm walking to get some coffee and something to eat .My parents had to go back to Oakland this morning and will come back tomorrow.So Trevor is gonna be with me 'till they come back cuz there ain't a chance I'm gonna sleep in that big house all by myself,and dad wouldn't let me anyway.
I gotta hurry he's gonna be there soon.Just when it was my turn and as I was about to order some idiot cut in front of me.What an asshole.
"Exuse me asshole there's no cutting in line" He turned around and can I say he's one cute asshole.
"Yeah well I don't car....OH well well what do we have here.Hello there beautiful I'm Chris.What's ya name" He said with a smirk.
"Didn't u just heard me??" - I said tryin' to be mad but he's too cute
"Yes! and I'm very sorry.How 'bout I buy u whatever u wanted to order?Cool?"
"Yeah sure I think that's an appropriate apology"
"So what's you're name anyway"
"It's Zendaya"
"Oh cool name.Here u go" - he gave me my coffe and food. "Listen I know we just met and I was kinda a jerk to u,it's just that i have a lot problems at home,my mom and dad are getting divorced and it's hard for me.I would like to make it up to you.Would u like to go out with me today,just coffee i promise." -wow I felt kinda sorry for him.I mean he just needed someone to talk to.
"Ummm sure why not." i said with a smile..BEEP BEEP.i got a text.
TREVOR-ZENDAYA where are u?U told me to be at your house at 11 it's 11;30
OH NO "I'm sorry but I gotta go"
"HEY!!Wait!So can we meet here about 5 o'clock? - He said with a cutest smile.
Without thinking I said yes.Trevor's gonna be SO upset with me.First I made him wait in front of house for a HALF AN HOUR cuz he had no key and plus I'm gonna blow him off because some guy I met at starbucks.I'M AN IDIOT.That's for sure.AHHH why did I even said yes,but in my defense he was so cute.Yeah,well like that's gonna help.He's so overprotective when it comes to me,and Bella also,but she has an boyfriend and trevor "approves" him.So he doesen't like when i go on dates with guys I just met or any guys at all.I think that's why my dad acttualy loves him.I'm in big trouble when he finds out.HOPE he doesn't tell my dad.
I'm in my driveway and I see him sitting on the stairs with his head down :( I walk to him and say "Hey Trev" He looks up "Listen I'm so sorr..." He does the most unexpected thing.He stands up fast and hugs me so tight.WHAT?I tought he was mad at me!!
"Oh my god Z I was so worried about you" he hugs me even tighter if it is possible. 0_0
"Wow Trev I tought u were mad at me" - he finnaly releases me
"I'm not really mad.I was more worried about u,plus it's hard for me to be mad at u."
I smile cuz he's to sweet and kind and caring and I don't deserve friend like him.
"So Z can u unlock the door cuz I'm starving"
"Here u can eat my fries and I bought u hamburger plus there's no food in the house.My mom said we gon' have to go grocery shopping and we can buy anything we want" - I said unlocking the door
"Okay I can live on hamburger for few hours." - he sat on couch and started eating "How about later we go out and eat something.Justin called me and said he's in town (*In story they're all best friends) so we can all go out today around 5 and just walk around L.A and do some fun things,cuz we all need a break from work.So what do u say? - he said.
Oh no how I'm gonna say that I have a date with some guy at starbucks.I know I shouldn't go on that date,but I feel sorry for him and I just can't do that to him.Why I'm such an idiot.AAAHHH God I hate myself now.
"Listen Trev I can't go with u guys tonight"
"What?Why not? :o It's not just us guys Selena will also come,I called Bella but she can't,she's busy.I promise you we gon' do whatever u girls want just please" and then he hugged me.Can this go worse.Why does he has to be this freaking nice person and make me look like the bad one.Welll....here goes the truth...
"Trev I kinda have a date later at 5.I'm so so so soo sorry.Please forgive me.I'm really sorry Trev.I'm an idiot I know that.Please don't be mad at me."
He just stared at me with blank face with no emotions.
"I can cancel the date if u want me to and it's not even a date it's just coffee at starbucks.I will come home whenever u want me to." - he still didn't say anything.
"Can u say something Trev please.Just say "It's okay" I need that right now." - I think I'm gonna cry soon if he doesen't say something to me
"I would say "It's okay" and "I'm not mad" but I can't.I just feel this anger going thru' me right now at that guy who's gon have ur attention and ur time which he probably doesen't deserve.I'm more afraid that u gon' come home soon all in tears with a broken heart and I'm afraid that I'm not gonna be there for u anymore cuz I can't handle seeing u in tears every night.I used to tought it wasn't ur fault but I'm not sure anymore.You probably met this guy today and he told u some bullshit u believed in like u usually do...I need to go right now and I need some time to think.I just miss that girl I met 3 years ago."
I can't believe he thinks this low of me.He thinks I'm this weak little girl who depends on guys.Now I'm mad at him..
"Listen u jerk who I tought was my best friend,IT'S NOT MY FAULT all guys are jerks inclouding u.You need to realize I'm not that girl I was 3 years ago cuz people grow up and u should do to"
"OH wow Z...umm.. u say u're not that little girl anymore but u asked me to come to ur house and be with u cuz u can't be alone and then u blow me off.How do u thing that makes me feel.I was your little best friend who's alway there for u,but I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT ANYMORE" - he yelled.He never yelled at me before.
"THEN WHY DID U DO ALL THOSE THINGS FOR ME AND COMFORT ME WHEN I CRY IF U HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!" - I yelled
"BECAUSE I CARE FOR U.WHY ELSE.YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE!"
That's the nicest thing anyone ever said to me.I was going over to him to hug him and make everything right but he stopped me
"I need to go Zendaya I can't be around u.I need to go somewhere and stop caring for u this much.You go on ur date with who ever u want because I don't wanna care for u anymore.Can't believe I'm sayin' this.Bye Z" - and he just like that walked thru' the door.
I think I lost my friend.My best friend.
