Hi.
I..know i haven't been on for a while...um...im sorry i just don't know what to say...how about...
I can't sleep well
I get late to class all the time
I haven't cried in a while
Some one is Being rude *cough*Luisanthony*cough*
I get more scared
Um...i guess im eating too much...maybe stress but im not gaining weight either...do i want to gain? Why do i feel like crying again but my tears won't come out
Kendra is cutting
Gracelia is cutting
And im...cutting...not much though i have some scars...i look at them and say....should i?...im pretty much scared of everything...so why not?...
Im sorry Graciela...im sorry i broke our promise...i know i helped you with your cutting but i couldn't...
What is wrong with me?
He no longer comes...i don't see him often and as much as i don't like it...i miss him...and when i see him...i smile...like nothing is wrong...like...im not suffering...do i really like him? Is rose right?...do i like..greg?...i have realized that the past boys i have liked...i only thought they were cute..if i liked them i wouldn't talk to them or i would've got nervous...but with him...i stutter...i get red...is..this...
LOVE?
Is this how it feels like to love someone? More than something?
Um...my birthday is coming up..?
Im sorry....
