Sad Poems

"Dear life,"

Dear life, I'm breaking up with you.
You gave me nothing... and I did the same.

To all the things we've been through,
I can't remember anything but the pain.

Your generosity in loneliness,
Screams,
And the tears.
Never failed to amaze me.

You send me none to take away my fears,
I was never happy, never smiling, never free.

I want to be free now, I can't stand it anymore.

Why living if living in vain?

The death, is here, knocking on my door.

I am done with feeling sad, feeling stupid, feeling plain.

So I feel normal (not bad, not good)
But I had a major anxiety attack, like 10 min ago

Please be kind and stay strong