Thoughts and memories

Festive times.

Meeting a person before festive times is both a privilage and a curse.

You get to experience them for the first time but yet when you realise a year later it was the last time they would be there. It truely sucks. Cause it makes you wish they were still there. That they would take you to that school dance, that they would watch a spooky Halloween movie with you. That they would say happy new year. Perhaps they would even say how much you mean to them, while laughing over a christmas dinner were neither of you want to be.