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@niallhoran my little kangaroo. I'm beyond happy to have you in my life and I'm so grateful for every minute that I got to spend with you. I truly found my other half in you and everytime I think I couldn't love you more you surprise me with a smile. Or a sentence. With a hug, a kiss. You once asked me what is going through my mind when I sit down and start to write a song. I answered right away that when I got an idea I just write it down on paper or sometimes on phone but later, this question really got me thinking. And then I was writing Flicker (not the album but the song, well technically the album too) and all I could think about was you. Your smile, your laugh, your dimples and those beautiful blue eyes that sometimes take my breath away. I thought about your scent, your tight hug, how you sneak your way into my arms when we're asleep and how we wake up every single time all cuddled up. When you finish my sentences and guess what I was gonna say or even think. When we look at each other and begin laughing for no reason. The look on your face when you receive good news or your excitement because of an assigment that you've to write about heart anatomy and circulatory system. I thought about the way you always listen even if I'm rambling about golf and I thought about the way you care about every person no matter big, small, man, woman, dog or cat, kind or rude. You have a loving word for everyone and you always make sure that everyone is doing good. I thought about my fear, sharing you with the world, with my crazy world and how you said you want to be in my crazy world and you want to share with me the world. I remembered those seconds when I realised I've fallen in love with you and those when I first met you. I remembered that fear that sneaked into my body when your brother called me that you're in the hospital. I remembered that I couldn't get air properly until I finally held you in my arms and the doctor said that everything is okay with you. I also thought of those few times when you just stared at me without saying a word and I could clearly read your emotions off of your face. I thought of sad times then I remembered how we got out of our deep holes. I thought of your voice and when you said to me that you love me. I thought of your strong heartbeat when you laid on me and I could feel the pulsation on my own chest. I never said all this to you because I know that you know it. I love you with all my heart and I wish you the happiest birthday my babygirl. I wish I could be with you right now but I promise we shouldn't have to wait all too long anymore. And I also thought of how much I love you and how I don't want to live my life without my little kangaroo ever again.
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I'm crying i love them so much💙 never ever want to end this story😅 also Julia's&Niall's performance in the late late show made me an emotional wreck who's with me?🙋🏽♀️
Thank you for all your support, love you xx
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