twenty one

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claud

so it's been like 3 weeks

we chose a name for him

his name is

landon joseph birlem

joey hasn't really talked or eaten much

we do school on the sofa and eat there and sleep there and joey plays fortnight all day

"joey can we go out today?"i ask

"go where?"he asks

"i dunno eat maybe shop" i say

"why?"he asks

"because joey you barely ever get up!"i say straddling him he puts down the remote control

"that's because i can't stop thinking about landon"he says quietly

"baby it hurts me so much but we've spent enough time crying land would want us to keep going with our lives"i say and hold his face in my palm

"you're right"he says

"so let's forget about landon for today"

"fine let's go"he says and kisses me

"you should shower you stink" i smile

" only if u join" he grins

god seeing him happy makes me so happy

"you should be concerned if i didn't"i say

he pulls me into his chest kissing me

"god i love you"he says

"not nearly as much as i love you" i say

"that's impossible"he says

he takes off his sweats and boxers walking into the bathroom

"joey what did i say about leaving your clothes on the ground?"i ask

"sorry mom" he groans and picking up his clothes putting them in the closet

he gets in the shower and i get undressed and join him

"you're so gorgeous"he says

"i love you"i say

"i love you is an understatement to how i feel about you"he says

we finish showering and i get dressed in ripped jeans and a tied up button up (in media)

he puts on black pants and one of my merch hoodies

awe my babyboy

"damn who's that on your shirt? she's cute"i laugh

"i know right"he smiles and grabs his keys and wallet putting them in his pocket

"where is my phone?"he asks

"i dunno"i say and grab mine shoving it in my hoodie pocket and going into the bathroom to do my makeup

"i need socks!" he says

"there are in the drawer"i say

"no there isn't"he whines

"joey look good"i say

"wait got em"he says

"grab me some too and my vans"i say

"ok"he says

he gets what i asked for and stands next to me in the mirror

"what's that?"he asks pointing to my contour

"contour"i say

"what does it do?"he asks

"makes your cheek bones pop"i say applying some

i finish my makeup and we get going to the mall

"get what ever you want"joey says wrapping his arm around me

"if i do u finna be broke"i laugh

we walk into nike and i grab a shirt and two leggings

"that all you want?"joey asks

"yea" i say we go and he pays

"thank you"i hug him from behind

"your welcome"he sighs

"are you hungry?"i ask

"yea"he says a family passes by us and the little boy smiles at us

"mommy look the lego store"excitement fills his tiny voice

i grab joeys hand and we walk to chipotle

"that little boy was cute"he says

"landon would have been cuter"i smile

(NO HATE TOWARDS THE LITTLE BOY)

"god landon would have gotten the girls"he laughs

"yea he would"i smile

"i wish you were still pregnant i miss talking to landon"he says

"i do too. when you were on tour he's one of the only people i talked to"i say

"i'm sorry i left you alone then"he says

"it's fine we got through it" i say

we get our food then sit down and start to eat

"where do you wanna go next?"he asks

"i dunno want to watch a movie or something?"i ask

"sure"he says

we finish our food and go watch a movie

after we go home and play some music while i clean the apartment

'best part' by daniel caesar came on i start singing to my baby boy

"you don't know, babe
when you hold me
and kiss me slowly
it's the sweetest thing
and it don't change
if i had it my way
you would know that you are
you're the coffee that i need in the morning
You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring
won't you give yourself to me
give it all, oh
i just wanna see
i just wanna see how beautiful you are
you know that i see it
i know you're a star
where you go i follow
no matter how far
if life is a movie
oh you're the best part, oh oh oh
you're the best part, oh oh oh
best part" joey starts to tear up

"baby you got the voice of an angel"he says

"god i love you"i smile

"come sleep with me"he says and opens his arms

he starts muttering the other part

and eventually we fall asleep together

this is how i want the rest of my life to be

happy, with joey

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welcome home kids

i'm bored

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