Chapter 52 - Moody.

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I'll let you know when to play the song above if you're interested.

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"Right there." I said.
Grayson put the crib down then backed up to get a full view of it.

"It looks weird there." He said as he looked at me.
"Okay well you find where to put it, I'm tired." I said frustrated as we've been going on about this all day and my back is hurting.

"Okay but can you lose the attitude?" Grayson said upset as he looked over at me.
"Oh I'm sorry for being frustrated after standing here for an hour getting each thing I say denied." I said annoyed before leaving the room.

If this was the other way around, he'd be so frustrated with me saying no to everything.

"You're not getting everything denied, I fucking hate when you exaggerate shit." Grayson said upset as he continued to move the crib.

"You do the exact thing, shut up." I said as I turned back around and looked at him.
"Oh really? I do?" He asked sarcastically.

He's such an ass.

"Fuck you." I said under my breath as I start walking away once again.

My back is killing me.
I'm on my third trimester, things are winding down.

"Exactly, don't say anything." Grayson said with an attitude which pissed me off even more.
"Can you shut up already? I'm so tired of your shit." I said exclaimed as I turned around to face him.

"You're tired of everything Ashley." He said as he chuckled sarcastically.
"I'm sorry for being tired of my fucking back pain and tired of being on feet because I'm pregnant!" I yelled. He stopped what he was doing and looked at me. I turned away and left.

"I'm sorry babe." He caught up to me and wrapped his arms around me as he rubbed my belly.
"Get off of me Grayson." I said clearly upset.

I walked into our room and closed the door. I sat in bed crying. I'm not sure about what. I know for a fact that I'm tired and being pregnant isn't easy nor as beautiful like everyone said.

Grayson walked in and he sat down next to me.

"Grayson leave me alone." I mumbled softly.
"I'm sorry okay? I really should've been more understanding. You are pregnant and are due at any moment." He said as he held me.

"Grayson I'm just tired, everything hurts and everything is swollen." I cried. Grayson laid me down on my side and put a pillow in between my legs. He laid down next to me, he kissed my shoulder as his hand rested on my belly.

"I'm scared of labor, I don't want another c-section." I vented to him as I remembered when I had Liam.
"Babe, it'll be okay. I'll be there for you." He said as he planted soft kisses. I think giving birth alone was the hardest, not having that support.

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Play the song above now.

"Grayson, she's going to squeeze your hand like really tight." Julie told Grayson as we're sitting down and talking in the dinning room.
"Obviously, I'm sure it won't be bad." He brushes it off so easily.

"Grayson I'm serious. When she was trying to give natural birth to Liam, she squeezed the hell out of my hand." Julie said as she remembered that day.

Grayson looked at me. I nodded as I remembered how much it hurt and how frustrating it was. Grayson swallowed the lump in his throat.

"I'll be fine." He said as he tried to cover up his nervousness. Julie and I both laughed as we realized what he was doing. We'll see when that day comes.

"Are you nervous? Cause I sure as hell I am." She said as she looked over at me.
"You'll be fine Julie! It'll be over before you know it." I said as I tried to calm myself down as well.

"Isn't it crazy how our kids will be born so close to each other! So will Amelia's!" She said excitedly.

"Gray, did you and Ethan planned that?" I asked as I looked over at Grayson who's looking outside but then looked back at me.
"No, we always thought that would be cool if it happened but no we didn't plan it." Grayson said.

"My back is killing me again." I complained.
"That's the worst, my feet are so swollen." Julie said as she looked down at her feet.

I'm glad I can complain to someone who can understand exactly what I'm going through. I'm lucky enough to complain to two pregnant women.

Julie and I went to my room to go lay down because we were getting tired of sitting down, sounds weird but it's tiring.

"Did you want twins? or did Grayson want twins?" Julie asked curiously.
"We didn't really think about it, once we found out I was pregnant we did worry about it." I said as I remember our whole thought process when Grayson and I found out I was pregnant.

"Can you imagine if you and Amelia had twins?" She said shocked. I thought about that before, it would've been crazy.
"Oh god." I said laughing.

"How are you and Grayson?" She asked.
"We're good, we've been fighting a little bit but It's because I'm so sensitive and moody. So when I piss him off, it just doesn't go well." I admit.

It's usually my fault for half of our arguments start, but then Grayson throws his two cents in and it pisses me off.

"How are you and Michael?" I ask.
"We're great." She lifted her hand and showed me the ring on her finger.
"Julie!" I gasped.

"Congratulations!" I squealed in excitement.
"Thank you! I'm so happy." She said smiling brightly.

She's finally getting married! I can't wait.

"Have you and Gray decide when you guys are getting married?" Julie asked.
"We were planning and we want to get married in July." I said as I smiled even more just thinking about our wedding day.
"I can't wait!" She said excitedly.

"Pizza's here." Grayson said from the door way.

"Can you help me?" I asked Grayson.
"Well, help us?" Julie added as we laughed.
Grayson laughed and walked in to help us.

I guess everything does work out.

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