...
I drove by all the places
You used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me
Your doing fine that your somewhere
Feeling lonely even though
He's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones I wrote you
Sometimes I start to wonder
Was it just a lie
If what we had was real
How could you be fine
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you
Told me you were leaving...
I remember the make up
running down your face...
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them...
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
Cause Im not fine at all
The pictures that you send me
There still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them
I'll admit I'm feeling alone
And all my friends keep asking why
I'm not around
It hurts to know your happy
It hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name
When I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened
Was it just a lie
If what we had was real
How could you be fine
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you
Told me you were leaving....
I remember the make up
Running down your face...
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them...
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
If the day I woke up right beside me
Like all this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I'd ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And I'd never hear you say
I remember the day you
Told me you were leaving...
I remember the make up
Running down your face...
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them...
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all
No really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
Cause I'm really not fine at all.....
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