Anima vesta
I moved to broward when I was in 1st grade
My father used to work over here and decided that he wanted to be closer to the family so we moved with him .it didn't last too long though
He found out about my mother's affair and became depressed and eventually left us
About a month later he committed suicide
Ever since my father died my life has been horrible
My mother became abusive verbally,emotionally,and physically after she became an alcoholic .
It just added on the the abuse and harassment I already go through in school.
My moms a stripper but she uses her money on only herself so I have to work to take care of myself .the only people I could talk to is magnolia , Isabella ,and nahmir
They've been my best friends since I moved here and they've stuck by me .the only emotional support I have .
Me and magnolia work together so I'm always with her .
Nahmir is the only guy I talk to , he my only boy best friend but he's very overprotective
Him and jahseh have hated each other for the longest but I've always liked him
I never had a conversation with jahseh but I would like to I just get really bad anxiety
I've liked him for as long as I could remember and I feel like that has to do with how nahmir acted towards him
Jahseh always ignored me and his friend stokeley would tease sometimes but it wasn't as bad as what Mia ,Renee ,Brielle and nelli would say to me . Mostly Mia , Geneva and Renee ,they hated me for absolutely no reason.i used to be friends with all of them but they betrayed me and turned against me .
Don't even get me started on Geneva he hates me the most out of that group . It probably has something to do with the fact that I like jahseh
They've been dating since the first year of middle school after I told her how I felt about him . He knew how I feel about him and started to tease me after years of getting ignored Stokeley has always teased me
That adds on to why nahmir doesn't like jahseh
He ignored stokeley.
I've always been the quiet type
Even when Geneva and her group are harassing me and calling me ugly and worthless
they use my mother affair and my fathers death as an insult.
They say my father killed him self because of me and that my mothers a hoe just like me
I believe what they say but sometimes and it gets to me
I don't think I'm ugly but I don't think I'm beautiful or pretty in general
I do think I'm worthless
But I'm certainly not a hoe or nothing like my mother and I believe my father would do that to himself because of me
He was the only person who truly loves me
That's enough of my depressing ass life
Me and magnolia work in a 7 eleven together
(It's going to be important later)
