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"mainy faisla to kar liya hai..par mujy nahi pata main kab tak is par qayam reh paunga......ye meri zindagi ka sabsy mushkil daur hai...mujy apni sansy ghuti aur dhadkany atakti si mehsus ho rahi hain..usy main kaisy aur kaha kaha sy nikalun...wo mere andar sama chuki hai...mere jism k har hissy me maujood hai wo..meri nason my khoon ban kar rawan ho chuki hai wo...agar .....agar. chachu ki tabiyat jald sy jald thik nahi hui to...agr es bich unhony sam aur gul k rishty ko agey badhany k barey my socha to............. kya main apni biwi ko apny ankho k samny kisi aur ka hoty dekh paunga?......"wo apny ap sy hi baten kiye ja raha tha...aur akhiri jumly par  wo ek jhatky sy uth baitha..uska sar dard sy phata ja raha tha..usny apny balon ko dono hatho my kas kar jakar liya...usy mehsoos ho raha tha..ab wo mazeed es dard ko bardasht nahi kar paega...usny apna mu takiye my de diya...wo rona nahi chahta tha..par ankhy uska sath nahi de rahi thin....aur uski tadap aur dard ny darwazy k pichy kharey shaks ko hilkar rakh diya...

aur uski tadap aur dard ny darwazy k pichy kharey shaks ko hilkar rakh diya

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" main apko kabi muaaf nahi karungi..ahil kabi nahi ..apny mujy ruswa karky rakh diya..apny mujy barbad kar diya hai...apny meri muhabbat ka mazak banakr rakh diya..mery jazbaton ko yun raund kar chaley gaye ap...zara bi takleef nahi hui apko mere dil ko es bedardi sy masalty huwe...apny to mujy kuch bi kehny aur sunny ka mauqa hi nahi diya...sarey faisly khud hi kar liye..wo bi bina ye janey ki main kya sochti hun aur kya chahti hun...............par ap ye fikr karengy kyu .akhir ko ap mard hain..sarey haq to sirf apko hi hain...jab marzi aye apna dil behla liya ...aur jab marzi aye chor diya..........par ab main aisa nahi hony dungi....main mazeed apna tamash nahi banny dungi ....ab jab tak ap mujhsy apny kiye gaye har ghalti har zyadti aur apki di hui har takleef har dard k lye muafi nahi manengy tab tak main nahi aungi apky pas.... " usny ye msg type kiya...aur ahil k number par send kar k mobile off kar diya.....

aur ahil k number par send kar k mobile off kar diya

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"ab kaisi tabiyat hai apki azar..." zarish unky sirahny takiya thik karty huwe boli ki unky jawab par usky hath apni jageh par ruk gaye...

"ahil aur gulo ki shadi ho chuki hai?" behad sapat andaz..wo beharkat si reh gayi...

"zarish..mujy jawab do.." is bar lehja sakht tha...

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