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Jungkook POV
I sit on my bed staring at the journal sitting on my table

Closed.

Just sitting there.

I look at it from a small distance trying to figure out what the hell happened

why?

Why is that in there

Hundreds of questions race through my mind

Do I just leave it?

Should I burn it?

Do I read more?

No don't be a perv

.....

A little sneak peak shouldn't hurt maybe that's just the first page

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Third person

"Y/n what the hell are you doing up at 1am?"

"Get out Seo-hyeon"

"I'm trying to sleep so tell me what you're doi- what the fuck happened to your room"

"I lost something"

You mutter before throwing your pillows across the room

Your stepmom groans and closes the door

It must be here somewhere

I groan in annoyance.

Where the FUCK is it?
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Jungkook pov
"What the fuck is this?"

I mutter to myself

On every left page was writing and little drawings of flowers or hearts to decorate

And on the right page was a single Polaroid in the middle

190102
It's a new year, I've decided to write out my fantasies, what I want and love. Sex is good, but Sex with intense pleasure...even better

"Wow"I say admiring the photo _______________190105"Babygirl, princess"a guy calling me that especially while pleasuring me turns me on

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"Wow"
I say admiring the photo
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190105
"Babygirl, princess"
a guy calling me that especially while pleasuring me turns me on.

"Wow"I say admiring the photo _______________190105"Babygirl, princess"a guy calling me that especially while pleasuring me turns me on

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"Holy fuck"

I didn't know what to do or say...

"Kookiee"

I slap the book shut from being startled and almost fall off my chair

I quickly stuff the book under my pillow and look at the door waiting for my mom to come in any second

"Sweetheart are you okay?"

"I'm just tired of having to do this to please father"

"I know honey I know"

She sits beside me and pats my back

My father doesn't deserve her, my mother is kind hearted, always thinking of others,

My father.

Is the complete opposite.

My mother kisses my cheek before heading out and closing the door behind her,

And yet again.

I was left drowning in my thoughts.

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A/n
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