[Jasmine] |•doil•

three in a row

It was a sad day as the rain didn't stop. When it kept pouring throughout the day, taeil just stayed inside, away from the fresh cold and the muddy roads. Today, he didn't care when taeyong kept telling him to come to his office and to be more responsible.

Taeyong was his assistant and also his friend who would be more than happy to hand his job to a crazy junkie. Taeil might be sweet and soft-hearted but he was also stubborn and it was his stubbornness that was always a problem and taeyong was sick of it, no matter how many times, taeyong gave him a lecture about professionalism and discipline, taeil would just do what he wanted and that was what he had in common with doyoung.

Once they set their goals, doyoung and Taeil could never be stopped, no obstacle was big enough to block their road. If only they used their stubbornness in a good way, but bad habits are bad for a reason. So taeil stayed inside, watching movies, eating and sleeping, without a care in the world

Sometimes we want the world to think what we think, understand our every emotion and read our minds so that words don't take the courtesy. But every person has a different story, and they always try to change their destinies and they don't have time to understand your sad story.

And so taeil did what he wanted to do, he prayed for the rain to never stop and he kept making wrong wishes and replacing them with better ambitions but eventually he rejected it all, and in the end, he just wished to be happier.

To doyoung though, it never made sense. Why was happiness so necessary? Why couldn't we just push forward without feelings and emotions? What was the pain worth of anyway? And he tried his best to stay away from feelings but there was one person that made him feel so many things and that was taeil, he could never leave him but he was scared of what taeil was making him feel. Dealing with feelings was one of the most difficult things for him, he couldn't express what he was feeling and he felt pathetic and useless all the time. 

There are certain things in this world that are too important to us and we can never risk losing them, life without them seems incomplete and hollow. We can never join the pieces of our heart without them and sometimes it suffocates us, the emptiness in us that can never be filled. 

"Oh, come on now, your food is getting cold and if you don't eat it now, I am gonna eat it," ten says waving his spoon in front of me

"you seem lost in thoughts, is everything okay?" jae asked worriedly

"the contrast between you two is honestly scary," I said before taking a bite of my food

"that is why we fit well together, don't you think, jae?" ten said as he kissed jaehyun's cheek

"of course, yeah," jaehyun says

"See, even he's tired of you now" I said to ten

"You're just saying that because you're lonely" ten replies

"Well, I am quite happy with being like that, no commitments, no heartbreaks, no blinded by love situations" I was tired of telling myself that now

"No cost dates at your apartment, no valentine's Day gifts, no sweet remarks, no encouraging pats on your shoulder and no soft kisses on the cheeks for no reason. Yeah, who would want that?" Jae says sarcastically

"Not helping, jae" I said

"It isn't supposed to be helping, we keep telling you this, you're young, you're hot and pretty nice so why won't you take a chance? Not all relationships end bad" ten was trying to reason with me

"In this world, true world isn't really a thing. Also what do you suppose I do?" I was fed up and honestly I think I might be down to the idea of getting in a relationship now

"Are you willing to do what we tell you to do?" Jae asked

"Yeah, whatever" I said

"For starters, we need to get you educated on these things. Do you even know how to kiss, have you ever kissed anyone like ever?" Ten was being way too snarky

"As a matter of fact, I did kiss someone just last week" I was proud of that, I don't even know why. They both seem shocked, way too shocked

"Go on" jae said

"Well, it wasn't like a romantic thing, buttttttt I kissed taeil" there, I said it!

"What? You kissed taeil, was he sleeping when you did that?" Ten said jokingly and jae started laughing

"I am serious here, but I think like a kiss doesn't mean anything, right?" I asked

"Why would you think that? Of course it means something, didn't you feel anything? Jae asked back

"I don't know" I told him

"I say you ask him out, he's your best friend, just like ask him out on a dinner and maybe you'll get another kiss" ten smirked at me

"Oh my god, I am done with you, I am going home, bye" it was getting late

"Seriously, think about it" ten said again as I walked out of the room

*Later that day, possible night*

"Hey, I-i uh wanted to ask you something" I was talking to taeil on the phone

" Yeah, you'll need to hurry up because I am packing my stuff" he replied in a low tone

"Why, where are you going?" I was caught of guard, I didn't know what to do anymore

"I am going away, out of city"

So I guess this is a cliffhanger, I love those and I am back after like a thousand years. Did you guys miss me? You don't have to answer that. Do you like the jaeten?  Now this question is important so you better reply. But anyway I hope you're having a good week, if not then I hope it gets better. Mine was a difficult one you see. Another thing, this story is like a short story, so I guess we're getting closer to the end. bye

*Sherly out*