LOVESICK

Chapter Forty One Pt.2: My Colors

This is a smut chapter >:)
You can skip you won't miss anything important about the story.

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"Are you sure you can do it?" I asked hesitant,
"Yes...I think" he replied as he laid me down in the lounge chair,

He began to kiss my neck and chest,i sat up and switch positions so that I'm on top,
I sat on his lap feeling his rising tension as he was too satisfied with this position to switch it back so that he's on top,
He ran his fingers through my hair while taking his time to stare into my eyes,

He grabbed my bra's straps and pulled them down my shoulders and began to kiss my naked chest making sure to cover me with his marks that faded away while i was healing.

He pulled me closer and hugged me tightly,
This..this was why i stopped Kiel,just the way Ivan likes to pause the lust and drown himself in my scent,
"I'm really sorry" he said with a faint voice,
"Please forgive me"

I leaned back a little and caressed his cheeks not giving him any answer,I was ready to forgive but not forget,
I kissed him ignoring his apology and he did back,

He snatched my bra and threw it on the floor,
He kissed my breasts gently and began to slowly get more and more aggressive with his touches,

"I-Ivan" I flinched when he suddenly slipped his hand under my panties and began to gently pleasure me,he began to insert his fingers in i buried his face between my breasts as I wrapped my arms around him,i was higher than him so I lowered my head resting my forehead on his head and smelling his hair,

It felt weird,being intimate after a long time and after a miscarriage,Doctor Olivia told me it would feel a little weird but everything will fall back to place,His fingers started to go faster so i hugged him tighter,

"Be G-Gentle" I whispered,
"Sorry.." he whispered back slowing his pace a little,
"Until i ask you to stop.." i added,
"Do you think you're ready?" He asked,
"I-I can't hold myself anymore.."

"Can i...make you feel good first?" I backed away and stared at his eyes that were surprised,I usually don't like doing that..
But i want to this time...
"Can i help Master?" I asked in a pout,
"How can you just turn me on like that?" He spoke in a surprised tone but a smirk still planted on his face,

I gently backed away to the end of the lounge chair and He sat up More using his arms for support so he could lean back without falling,
"Are you sure?" He asked in concern
I nodded and gently wrapped my fingers around his already hard member...
I didn't take any time to second think it and just took him,

I could already feel his tension,as I softly licked all of his soft spots because he taught me what to do that could drive any man and especially him crazy,it's easy to teach someone who is inexperienced all of the tricks and what you personally find arousing and hot,
He made me his toy,i was completely formatted by him,he took my innocuous away but I wasn't complaining.

Because by taking something he gave me something else and its pleasure,
I knew what he liked and I didn't hesitate to do it,as i went deeper squeezing my eyes shut to be able to satisfy every inch in him he pushed his head back and started to groan in pleasure,

"You're just- so good..." he groaned softly
"You're so good to your Master" he ran his fingers through my hair as I started to slowly increase my speed,he got impatient and forced me deeper by pushing my head up and down filling my mouth with his length,