get you the moon | ethan dolan

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daisy-grace
saturday
october 5th
10:35am

"daisy-grace, i-i need you to come over, please" ethan said to the me through the phone "a-are you okay" i asked the boy who was studdering on the other end, nervously "no, i need you to come over, now" he whimpered "i'm on my way baby" i said to the boy and ran to get into my car, driving to his house

when i got there i texted him and said i was here, i walked into his house, no one was home, odd "ethan, where are you" i called out for him "up here" he croaked out

i quickly walked into his bedroom to see him sitting on the floor of his room crying his eyes out "baby, what's wrong"  i said and sat next to him

"i woke up this morning a-and" he stopped and started sobbing "shhh baby breathe, calm down" i whispered trying to calm him down "he overdosed" was the only thing he said and my heart dropped, grayson no

"who did? grayson?" i asked and he cried harder, it took EVERYTHING in me to stay strong for him, i didn't want to cry because that would only make him that much more sad

"i woke up and found him on the bathroom floor, there was an empty pill bottle, he's been really sad about our dad lately and i wasn't there for him because i was dealing with my own shit, fuck it's my fault" he cried to me "baby, stop" i said and ran my fingers though his hair as i held his head against my chest

"all my fault" he cried "ethan, no it wasn't, he was dealing with his sadness a different way than you, you couldn't have done anything to help, his head was in a bad place, you can't fix that" i said trying to help him "my mom went with him to the hospital, she said she'd call me when she finds out if he's dead or alive" he said and i wiped his face "ethan" i said looking at him "i love you dais" he said "i love you more"

"i don't know if i'm going to be able to live if he dies dais" he said and a few tears ran down my cheeks as i shut my eyes to his words "ethan, don't say that, he would want you to stay strong and do great things for the both of you, and you don't know if he's gone yet" i said hugging him

"i feel weird" he says breaking the silence we were sitting in "what do you mean" i ask "i feel weird like there's a feeling in my gut that he's not okay" he says "i've felt it for a while, and i never did anything about it, i feel horrible" he explains to me

we lay there for a little longer before his phone rings "hello? is he okay? please tell me he's okay" he says into the phone "thank god, oh my god thank you" he cries "we'll be down, daisy-grace is here, love you" he says and hangs up

"he's okay, he's asking for me, i didn't go because i couldn't sit there waiting like that" he gets up and we rush out the door to my car

we arrive at the hospital and he runs through the doors and to the desk "grayson dolan, i need to see grayson dolan" he says franticly

" sir, are you family" he wipes his tears "i'm his twin brother" he says impatiently "okay, room 108" the last frowns "is she family" he nods "sister" and she nods and we run to his room "sister huh" i question "sister-in-law" he says kissing my head "whatever you say hubby" i smile

he runs into grays room and basically tackles him "don't ever fucking do that to me again, do you hear me" he cries into grays shoulder "i-i'm sorry, i couldn't take it anymore, it hurt too bad" grayson cries back "if you ever feel like this again, come talk to me, i'll get you all the help you can get, don't ever fucking do this again" ethan says sobbing into his brothers shoulder