get you the moon | ethan dolan

twelve - trouble

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daisy-grace
wednesday
october 16th
9:30pm

i have a bad reputation around this school, it's all because ever since my dad went to jail, i've been a "bad kid", i would get into fights, cuss out teachers, always get into trouble, it all comes with my last name, williams, my dad was always into gang stuff and he was trouble so it comes with the name, daisy-grace and luke williams are so much trouble, that's all i ever hear

we both went crazy after he got booked, we were in 8th grade and we've been "troubled" ever since, the principals tried to send us to "troubled teens club" a few times but my grandma wouldn't let them because she didn't think we were troubled

we've settled down now, we don't get in that much trouble anymore, the reputation still sticks around

i'm just scared ethan will think of me different if he finds out, sure i've told him people think i'm 'trouble' and he has some cheesy response. i never really went into detail with him about my life. some nights when we sit on my roof he talks about his life and how he was bullied in middle school and about his dad, he usually ends up in tears, but he's usually the one that does all the talking. i never talk about the bad shit in my life, it's not that i don't want to, it's just i like to keep to myself, i have trust issues

baby e- can i come over? i got into an argument with my mom and i just don't want to be home right now

-of course baby, wanna talk about it?

baby e- roof? blankets? snacks? you in my hoodie?

-yessir, just come in when you get here i'll be in my room and luke is with carly

baby e- okay, i love you sweetheart

-i love you too baby

he eventually gets here and he walks into my room and has tears on his face, oh my heart "baby" i say and wipe them for him i grab the blankets and snacks and we head out onto the roof

"talk to me" i say and we get situated and i sit next to him wrapped in a blanket "she came home and was in a bad mood and i don't even know what it was about or what happened it all went so fast but we were yelling and she told me that i needed to go" he says and breaks down in my arms "i'm sorry baby, she was just frustrated, it'll be fine, just give her time" i say rubbing his back as he cries into me

we sit in silence for a while before i speak up "ethan" he looks up and wipes his face "yeah baby" he says "i think i should tell you about my life, you know like nothing about me" i say and laugh slightly "i know a lot about you baby what do you mean" he asks me "you know about where my parents are, you don't know about my child hood and stuff and you talk about yours all the time and i just feel like i should tell you about it" he nods "okay go ahead"

he pulls me into him as we lay down and i begin "now i'm sure you've heard from people around school that i'm 'trouble' right?" i ask and he nods laughing "i don't believe that" he says "well it sort of comes with my name, my dad got into a bunch of santos shit and was knows as trouble then when he got booked, luke and i didn't know how to take it, we went crazy, cussed out teachers, got into fights, you name it we did it, they wanted to put us in a troubled teens group but my grandma said no because she didn't believe we were, it was hard growing up, especially for me, i never really had a female to look up to so that's why i'm like tomboyish but i had to figure shit out for myself, with boobs and bras and periods and shit i was alone but that's beside the point, i'm trouble and i just want you to know because i know jase or someone will try and get between us and bring it up and all the bad shit i did, especially with him" i say and look down

"what do you mean with him" he says and clenches his jaw "i got involved with some santos shit but i told him i didn't want to do it anymore and since he's like in love with me he said he wouldn't say anything and have my back but now i'm just nervous he's gonna get me into trouble" ethan looks down "why would you get involved with that shit daisy-grace" he sighs "i wasn't in the right state of mind and i dealt a few times but it was nothing huge, i've never likely anyone or anything" i say and he chuckles and rolls his eyes "daisy-grace i wasn't in the picture yet so i can't be mad but i don't want you to get busted" he says and holds my hand "jase cleared my name of everything, he made sure there's no trace of me doing anything, it's his word against mine now" i say and laugh a little

"you are trouble" ethan says and lays on top of me before kissing my lips