Ever After/Dean Ambrose. (New version coming soon.)

Ever After 20 (Dean's POV)

She was still in my mind all of the time there's not a day that goes by when I don't think about her she just had that affect on me. Why do I always screw things up? She was the best thing that has ever happened to me now I've ruined all that she should be in my arms right now. I didn't know what to do with myself what was the point in living anymore if I don't have her by myside? She was my life, She was the reason why I breathe every single day and she was the reason for why I still am here today. Now I feel like I'm dead I feel like I can't go on anymore my soul was dead and my heart was just broken.

I decided to go back home in Las Vegas I didn't feel like wrestling not this time usually WWE was a good distaction for me it made me happy again but nothing can make me happy except from her. I've been a shitty boyfriend to her she deserves someone way better than me but if I ever saw her with another guy then it would just kill me. I promised her forever, I promised her that I will always love her and I promised her I will stay by her side forever and I broke all them promises. How could I be so stupid and dumb? To lose an amazing girl like Ashley.

-FLASHBACK!-

Laying on the sand at the beach with Ashley by my side was the best feeling in the world no words could describe this feeling seriously they couldn't. Nothing could take this moment away from me I just want to stay like this forever with the love of my life. We were both looking up at the sun setting she couldn't take her eyes away from the sky but I couldn't take my eyes away from her she's so beautiful. She must have noticed me staring at her because she took her eyes away from the sky and looked at me with a smile on her face making me smile.

''Why are you staring at me? Do I have something on my face?'' She asked I smiled wider and put a strand of hair behind her ear then held her cheek with my hand.

''No it's just you look beautiful and I could stare at you all day everyday and I would never ever get tired of that'' I said to her softly making her smile widen.

''Dean what do you see in the future?'' She asked me I finally took my eyes away from her and looked up at the evening sky thinking about the future but the answer is easy I looked back at her.

''That's easy I see you in my future, I see us two gettin our own place together, I see you becoming the future mrs Ambrose/Good, I see us becoming parents to amazing children and I see us dying in eachothers arms. You are my future Ashley and I don't care what people think about us because my love for you is out of this world there is no way to describe it. I promise I will love you forever and always I am never leaving your side.'' I said to her I saw the tears roll down her cheeks I wiped them away with my thumbs and kissed her on the lips. She wrapped her arms around me neck and kissed me back this was my heaven, my Paradise.

(END OF FLASHBACK!!)

Where did that day go? We were supposed to stay on that beach wrapped in eachothers arms forever that was the plan but now all that has gone. I picked up my beer bottle and took a sip letting the burning sensation flow down my throat. Beer was the only answer to my heartbreak right now but I know it can't bring Ashley back nothing can bring her back. I went into the bathroom and got out a bottle of pills from the mirror cabbinet it's been a long time since I've done something like this. She saved my life from all of this now it's coming back she's not here to stop me.

''Hey, I know I have sent you loads of texts but this one is the last one I promise you that this will be the last time you will ever hear or see me. I can't live without you in my life if you're not here then what is the point in living anymore? I regret eveything that I did to you if I could then I would change back time to when you was mine again. I will always love you I hope you will find a guy who can treat you right someday and I hope you will be happy. I love you so much you will always be in my heart I'm sorry goodbye.''

I sent her the text message tears rolling down my cheeks I picked up a photo of her and kissed him before placing it back down on the table. I picked up the bottle of pills tipping the whole bottle into my mouth and taking a long drink of beer. I started to become dizzy, little black dots started to form all around I knew that this was the end, this was the end of me.

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OKAY GUYS BEFORE YOU ALL GO MAD AND CRAZY AND ASK ''KATIE HOW COULD YOU KILL OFF DEAN?'' I DIDN'T KILL HIM OFF DEAN IS NOT GOING TO DIE THAT'S ALL THAT I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW YOU WILL FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER WHAT HAPPENS. I DID NOT KILL OFF DEAN HE IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT BUT HE DID TRY TO HAVE AN OVERDOSE SO YEAH THAT'S ALL THAT I HAVE TO SAY. :) <3