Songwriting

night in dark

I'm still awake, it's past midnight
Thinking 'bout things, can't make them stop
What's there to say to make it right?
Please tell me how to sleep tonight

My head is full of scary thoughts
I try my best but nothing works
I feel so weak, it makes it worse
Just can't resist, it's like a curse

Sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I'm sure somebody would agree
Been feeling this way since fifteen
I need advice and to be seen

I'm scared to move and close my eyes
The same 'what ifs' are coming back
I lose this battle every night
In dark my fears are stepping up

I am all alone, no one is around
Can hear my heartbeat's really loud
I need a saving from my mind
But when one asks i say, "i'm fine"