The Burden

Burden 1

Orphan

Wala akong ibang sinisisi kundi si Mommy pero kahit anong isisisi ko'y wala na akong magagawa. I hate it. I hated my mom but I love her. I hated her for being unfaithful. I miss Dad, he did nothing wrong. All he did is to love us and fulfill our needs but my mom isn't contented. I wanted to ask her why but I know I can't.

Yeah, there is no one in this world who is faithful. There is no one who loves only one person, everyone will find their way to meet someone who is convenient to their sexual desire.

"Samantha Gabriella Rafaelle mag iingat ka! pagbutihin mo ang pag aaral ha, para hindi naman masasayang ang pinag aaral ni nanay sayo." ani ni Monica, nag iisang anak ni Nanay Chari, ang kumupkop sakin.

Si Nanay Chari ang naging nanay ko simula nung nawala sina mommy at daddy, isa sya sa mga nag aalaga saakin simula pa lamang nang isinilang ako, kapag may lakad sina Mommy at Daddy ay sya ang nagbabantay saakin.

Funny how she can treat me like I'm her own just like before, ang pinagkaiba nga lang ay dati may sweldo sya sa pagbabantay sakin, ngayon ay sya pa mismo ang nagpapaaral gamit ang sariling pera.

I am an Orphan, I don't have parents. Thanks to Nanay Chari for her loyalty.

"Paalam po Nanay Chari, papasok na po ako."

I was walking alone at the corridor. Wala akong pakealam sa kahit anong nangyayari paligid ko pero pinagtataka ko lang ay kung bakit nakatingin saakin ang bawat taong dinadaanan ko.

I walk faster than usual. Ayokong maging assuming pero yun talaga ang napansin ko.

Someone grab my arm it makes me froze for awhile. I turn my back to face the one who grabs me but when our eyes locked...

All I could think is how handsome this guy is. His messy tousled hair, his butterscrotch eyes, his proud pointed nose, his sinful thin and soft looking lips, his stubborn jaw line, his well-toned body, everything about this boy screamed gorgeousness.

Pinilig ko ang ulo ko, Sam! mahal ang appreciation ko.

"Oh my Brian!" tili ng mga babae.

"W-who are you?" I said coldly. why the hell I am stummering?

Hinila nya ako papalapit sakanya. "You're new here? hmm." nonsense!

Hinila ko ang braso kong hawak nya. Inayos ko ang bag ko at naglakad. All I could think is how good he smell. It was like his scent left in my arms. What the heck Sam?!

"Let's break up! come on! let's end this Samantha." What the fudge? How did he know my name?

"What?!" I run towards him and grab his collar. Gosh! How I wanted to punch him straight to his face. "Will you stop pissing me off? You're annoying! Jerk."

I witness kung paano umismid ang mga tao.

"Eww, hindi naman maganda."

"Akala ko ba single si Brian."

"Well single na siguro kasi nagsawa na sa toy nya."

"Kawawa naman."

"You're cute, I like you." He says.I ready my fist and I punch him straight to his face.

"Toxic shit." I ran away from the crowd and from that who? who the hell is that. How annoying. How dare he is to talk to me.

Ngumiwi ang mga tao. Tiningnan ko sya. Agad naman akong nakonsenya.
Ayokong mag aksaya ng panahon. Andito ako para mag aral, hindi para makipagbasag ulo.

I went inside the classroom and go directly to the corner where my chair is. Everyone have their own world. And I close my eyes and take a nap.

What was that?