Big Shot

17

Erica was rampaging through the whole kitchen trying to find something decent to eat. I stood there leaning against the counter staring at nothing, thinking about him. I wanna talk to him, I want to know how he's doing. I wanna-

"Sauve!" My head perk up at the sound of his name being called out by Erica. I look at Erica like she was crazy.

"What?" She asks shrugging her shoulders. I forgot she doesn't know about me and him.

"Nothing." I mumble putting my head back down hearing footsteps approaching the kitchen.

"What girl?" He peeks his head inside the kitchen.

"Can you get these packs of noodles from off the top shelf for me." She asks him, sweetly batting her eyes.

"Short ass." He huffs walking towards me. I scoot over before he can say excuse me. I take my eyes off the ground and my eyes gravitate towards his body watching him stretch over me. His shirt lifts up revealing his Calvin klein underwear and it looks likes he's been working out.. a lot. He shirt lifts back down and so do my eyes.

"Thank you." I hear Erica praise. There was a brief pause, I could feel his eyes on me. He didn't move either.

"You want anything?" He asks me.

"Nope, I'm good." I lie.

"I thought you said you were starvin-"

"No I didn't, I'm good." I cut her off quickly.

I look up at him and he was already staring at me with wide eyes. We stood there for about a minute until Erica spoke.

"Okay, am I missing something here?" Both our heads turn to her confused face.

"No-" I start

"We used to date." He finishes talking over me.

Erica mouth drops, she throws her hands up squealing. "No fucking way!"

"It was years ago tho." I reassure her.

"Only two years, but okay." He scoffs.

"Do you guys want to talk alone or-"

"No!"

"Yes." Once again his voice over powers mine.

"I'll just tell TJ your in the bathroom." She smiles waking out the kitchen.

I stand there my eyes focusing on the ground again. You could literally feel the tension in the room. Sauve starts moving around touching random things on the counter as I stand there completely still.

"You wanna sit down?" He asks taking a seat at a small round coffee table in the corner of the room. I take a seat on the opposite side of him, finally looking at him close up and he looked good... so fucking good. I played with my fingers as he started to speak.

"So, how are you?" He asks me. I let out a little dry laugh.

"I'm good sauve." He shakes his head pursing his lips together.  I wanted to be a bitch but I knew I couldn't, our breakup was somewhat mutual.

"I would ask how your doing, but I can see your life is amazing." He laughs rubbing his hands together.

"Man, amazing is an understatement." He smiles, and for some reason I couldn't help but smile at him. I was happy for him, despite everything I was genuinely happy that he finally got what he's been working so hard for.

"You smiling at me." He teases, I drop my head trying to keep myself from laughing.

"Shut up I'm trying to stop." I giggle making him do one  of his many ugly yet oddly adorable laughs.

"Don't, I miss that."

He takes my hands in his and rubs the back of my hand like he used to. That was my favorite gesture he  would do to me. I close my eyes reminiscing all the times he would do that to me at random times.

"Charlie." I open my eyes and sauve was right in front of my face, like his lips were literally hovering over mines. He looks in my eyes then goes back to my lips. Shit he wants to kiss me. He inches closer to me.  I begin to think Why aren't I saying anything.. just say something. You can't kiss him he cheated. He doesn't love you anymore, you don't love him anymore.. you think. Shit he's really about to touch my lips, but I want him to. GOD I want him to.

fuck it.

I grab the back of sauve neck pulling him closer to me, smashing our lips together. I kiss him hungrily and he illuminates the same energy. He stands up and so do I our lips never leaving each other's. We back against the counter, sauve grabs the back of my thighs lifting me up on the counter. His lips attack my neck immediately sucking and licking  at it. He still remembered my spot sucking on that as well. I let out a low moan my breath hitching each time I felt his tough swipe against my skin. He pulls back unbuttoning my shirt.

TJ your with TJ.

"TJ." I cry out pushing him back. He stumbles back looking at me dumbfounded.

"TJ, What about TJ?" He asks.

"I'm with him." Sauve furrow his eyebrows looking off in space putting two and two together.

"Your TJ's girl." He scoffs Turing his back to me pacing the kitchen. "Your TJ's girl and your in here kissing me." He grinned to himself.

"Look, can we just pretend that never just happened?" I asks buttoning up my shirt. He turns to me with a 'are you serious' look.

"You want to pretend that THAT didn't just happen?" He scolds me.

"Yes, I don't want this getting out." I say blandly.

"Charlie what are you acting so nonchalant about this?"

"Because it didn't mean anything to me, so can you just please keep your mouth closed." I jump off the counter and he stomps towards me hovering over my small frame.

"That meant nothing to you?"

"No."

"Bullshit."

"Okay." I say making my way towards the kitchen doors. Sauve grabs my arm pulling me back into him.

"Why are you lying to me?"

"I'm not sauve, it didn't mean anything to me because I'm in love with TJ, I have been for two years now." I confess he looks at me with dopey eyes.

"Your in love with him?"

"I am."