Big Shot

22

"Your quiet." TJ says laying into bed next to me. He tries to wrap his arms around me but I move them away. I really didn't want to be touched by him right now. If he touches me the guilt will literally make me snitch in myself.

"You call yourself mad at me again?" He scoffs swiping his hand away roughly. "You know what I'm getting tired of this shit Charlie." He snaps.

"Tired of what?"

"This fucking attitude you keep popping at me, like I did some shit to you."

"I don't have an attitude I just don't want to be touched."

"Since when? Ever since we moved in together you've just been so distant and living together is supposed to bring us closer."

"It has brought us closer, we don't have to fuck everyday TJ."

"It's not even about us fucking, which we barely do anymore by the way. You don't even talk to me anymore, shit I can't even look at you without you catching a attitude." He argues. I roll my eyes getting out of bed.

"Stop talking TJ because your really about to piss me off." I say walking towards the bathroom. He gets up and starts to follow me.

"What did I do huh? Did I say something to you or do something? Can you just talk to me so we can work this out-"

"There's nothing to work out TJ! I'm fine your just the one acting like the female in the relationship."

"No it seems like I'm the only one who cares about the relationship." I turn from our bathroom counter to face him leaning against the door.

"What makes you think I don't care about our relationship?" I cross my arms.

"I'm not saying you don't care I'm saying your acting like you don't and that's what's pissing me off." I drop my arms finally hearing what he's saying.

I have been a bitch to him ever since sauve re-entered my life, I do love him, truly I do it's just things are complicated because of the things I've done with sauve. I don't want him to find out, no I need him to not find out that'll be bad for literally everyone.

"Okay I hear you, I can see why you think I don't care about us but you have to know I am so in love with you TJ that's something that'll never change." I say. He smiles walking up to me wrapping his hands around me and picking me up, putting me on the counter.

"That's all a nigga wanted to hear." He smiles pulling me into a hug. He rest his head on my chest while I hug him back. "Just promise me you'll never leave me Charlie, I don't know what'll I'll do if you leave me."

"I promise baby." I say kissing his forehead.

I really want to punch myself in my face. What am I doing? This man really loves me and I'm fucking with an with a boy that left me on my prom night to go be with some hoes. I'm so stupid for letting him sweet talk me into believing he loved me. I need to get sauve out of my head.

TJ phone rings and he helps me off the counter and pecks my lips. "I love you." He jogs into our room answering the phone. I close our bathroom door and lift up my shirt revealing all the love bites sauve left on my stomach. My mind flashes back to what happened a couple of hours ago.

This is gonna be hard.