But why me? Markiplier x reader

Evil

Your p.o.v.

I was standing outside, i rolled my eyes as i turned off my phone and shoved it back down into my pajamas. I went back into the house to see Johnny opening my pizza box and almost about to take a slice, "What the hell do you think you are doing? That is my pizza, what do you think the whole reason of you being here is?" I said playfully snatching the box away from him, Johnny chuckled as he had his jacket backwards with Goku securely inside the hood of his jacket, sleeping, "I can't help it, i think i am going to be fired from this job because i am going to eat all the pizzas they have when they aren't looking!" This caused me to burst out laughing, "I could see that happening!" Johnny laughed along with me. I opened the pizza box and practically vacuumed the pizzas into my mouth, Johnny just watched me, "Jeez, no matter how many times we see each other eat, i always wonder if you even chew your food? You just swallow them whole." I looked at him like he had offended me, "Hey! That's not my fault for 2 reasons, 1: that a-hole doesn't have any god damn food in this house and i have not eaten since i was school, and i barely ate any of the crap they gave me! 2: I am used to eating like this because we only have 10 to 15 minutes to eat our food in school so we eat fast, and plus, people are always trying to steal my food when i am not looking! So i eat it quickly before they can steal them!" Johnny chuckled as he patted me on the back, for some reason, i could tell that he was still mad at me but was hiding it from me, "Great strategy plan." There then was a moment of silence,

"Sometimes i wish you were still in school with me so we could be able to see each other more often. I miss studying for classes together after school, and always getting together for a partner activity in Art class."

Out of nowhere, Johnny slapped me across the face, leaving a red hand mark on my cheek and tears rolling down my face as i silently cried,

"Don't ever start talking like that again! I dropped out because i realized how retarded school was and that i didn't need it to live my life!!! Tell me something (f/n)! Do you still want to stay in school?!"

I struggled to speak in between my cries, "No....... I mean,..... I still want to see m-my f-friends and-"

Johnny then backhanded me across the face, causing me to fall to the floor, crying out loud,

"FORGET ABOUT YOUR STUPID FRIENDS!!!!! THE ONLY THING YOU WILL EVER NEED IS ME!!!!!!"

He then saw my sleeve pulled up a little bit on my left arm, Johnny then put down Goku, who was barking and growling, and placed him down on the computer desk. He then stomped over to me, he pulled me up by my hair, making me cry out in pain, he then pulled my left arm sleeve up, he frowned as he saw the stitches going up my arm,

"WHAT IS THIS!?!?!?!?!"

I didn't say anything, all i did was cry and whimper,

"THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME (F/N)!!"

"I-i-i'm s-sorry, i-i'm s-sorry...." I managed to get out in between my cries. Johnny then let go of my hair which made me fall to the floor, wondering what he was doing, i was about to look back to him, only to have him push his foot down on my face,

"WHEN WILL YOU LEARN THAT YOU ARE NOT LOVED BY ANYONE ELSE BUT ME (F/N)?!?!!?!?! WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS DISOBEY ME?!?!?"

He said pushing his foot down harder on my face on my face, i did nothing but cry out louder in pain, he then grabbed a fist full of my hair and started pulling it with all of his strength, I cried/screamed my lungs out as i started loosing my voice soon,

"I'M SORRY JOHNNY!!!!!!!"

I screamed/cried out over an over again, when he felt satisfied he let go of my hair and gave one final push down on my face with his foot. He then headed toward the front door,

"when will you learn that i am the only one that truly cares about you? What else should i expect from a whiney, immature, annoying baby?"

I then tried to push my body up as my arms were wobbly,

"I-i......... I am n-not a b-baby....."

I said weakly, Johnny chuckled evilly,

"Oh really, m'ask you something, Are you still a Virgin? Last time i checked you were?"

I looked down to the ground in defeat as i slowly nodded, Johnny smirked,

"See, you are still a stupid child, i offered you multiple times if i could be the one to take it away from you, but you always turned me down."

There then was another moment of silence,

"How about this, to prove to me that you truly are sorry and not some immature little brat, loose your virginity before the next time i see you."

My eyes widened in horror, the next time i would see him would be tomorrow afternoon when he picks me up from school,

"NO! PLEASE JOHNNY!!!! I SAID I WAS SORRY!!!! I WON'T EVER DOUBT OR DISOBEY YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!!"

Johnny stared at me with cold eyes,

"You won't disobey me you say? Okay, do what i said or i will cut your hair off and make into whatever i want too."

I gasped as i grabbed onto my hair protectively, the last time he messed with a girls hair she ended looking like the doll Cynthia from Rugrats.

"And my punishment to you will be much more severe than this little slap around session, an somebody way way worse than me is going to take it away from you."

I cried out in horror as i covered my face with my hands and cried,

"I am only doing this for your own good."

He said before heading out the door and slamming the door behind him. I ran upstairs, tripping a couple times, and ran to Mark's room and closed the door behind me as i curled up into a ball in the corner and started to cry my heart out.