What We Wanted Vs What We Got

The Truth Is Finally Here (part2)

Next day-

Its almost 12& AvNeil are still peacefully sleeping in eachother's arms
Her head was resting on neil's shirtless chest& although avni had woken up in the morning, neil made her sleep off again as he had missed her warmth alot& avni's case was no different- she too, didnt want to leave his embrace anytime soon

Her sleep was broken bcz of the bright sunrays coming through the window
She opened her eyes in slits& then rubbed them like a child to adjust herself to the bright sunlight
That was when reality dawned on her about what happened the previous night-

She had finally surrendered herself to the man she has loved from the bottom of her heart
She noticed that only the soft duvet was covering their fully naked bodies with their legs interwined in the most sensual way possible

She was still lost in her thoughts when a hand started to caress her hair
She looked up& found neil already awake

A-tum kab uthe?

N-an hour ago

A-toh muje uthaya kyu nahi?

N-taki men tumhare iss chehre ko jee bhar ke stare kar saku
Btw, you look damn cute when you rub your eyes

Avni smiled at him but her smile suddenly faded off

N-kya hua jaan?

A-7months pehle jo step mene liya uske baad mene kabhi socha nahi tha ke men phir kabhi ese tumhari baahon men jaagungi
Muje toh laga tha ke muje apni aage ki zindagi tumhari yaadon ke sahaare hi kaatni padegi
Im sorry for leaving you like this neil but mene jo bhi kia wo humari family ko safe rakhne ke liye kia

Slow tears make their way down her cheeks while his heart ached on seeing her like this

N-sshhh
Bohot hogya rona
Now no more tears
He bent slightly &sucked her tears while avni hugged him more tightly

A(still hugging)-pichle 7months men esa ek din nahi gaya jab muje tumhari yaad nahi ayi
Tumhe& apni perfect family ko chodna meri majboori thi-marzi nahi
Im sorry for hurting everyone-im sorry for hurting you neil
Im really sorry

With that, avni again started sobbing& neil caressed her hair to calm her down

N(still caressing her hair)- i promise you avni-
Ab hum kabhi alag nhi honge

Avni immediately broke the hug &looked at neil

A-lekin neil mitali ka kya?
You are engaged to her

N-i will handle it
Dont worry

A-par neil

N-koi par war nahi
Aur haa, tum aaj mere sath ghar chalri ho- humare ghar

A(nervous)-no neil
I cant
Kese face karungi men sabko
Kya jawaab dungi ke kaha thi men pichle7 mahino se
Hum kisi bhi haal men unhe sach nahi bta sakte- papaji toot jayenge

N-sshhh
Kuch nahi hoga
Men hu na tumhare saath?
Avni men tumhe wo fairytale wali life dunga jo tum hamesha se chahti thi

A-neil im still doubtful
Kya wo muje phirse accept karenge?

N(cupping her face)- bilkul karenge jaan
Mene dad& bebe ki aakhon men mitali& meri shaadi ko leke bohot narazgi dekhi h par andekha kar dia kyuki men apni feelings ke baare men emotionally confused tha- kya men sahi decision le raha tha ya nahi
Dil& dimaag ki ye ladai muje andar hi andar torture karri thi

Avni felt damn guilty bcz she found herself responsible for the turmoil neil went through

N-par haa, ye sochna bhi mat ke tum iss sab ke liye responsible ho
Agar tum wapas nhi aati toh men apni zindagi ki sabse badi galti karta& humesha regret karta kyuki mera ek galat decision bohot sari lifes destroy kar deta
He kissed her forehead lovingly