What We Wanted Vs What We Got

Overcoming The Loss (part 2)

So firstly a very happy birthday SwagateekaRana
Heres your gift

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N-uski shakal yaad h?

Dr-haa

Dr's entire statement was recorded& DD arranged for the sketch artist
In next 25mins, the sketch was ready on seeing which neil boiled in extreme anger
He crumpled the paper in his fist

N-aaj tu mere hathon marega vidyut

DD-sir aap ese kanoon ko apne hath men nahi le sakte
Vidyut ke iss gunah ke baad toh usse fasi hi hogi
Filhaal apko bhabhi ko sambhaalna hoga

N-haa DD

(Vidyut was beaten black& blue for all his deeds& his lifetime imprisonment was turned into death sentence& the doctor was also put behind the bars)

Neil went back to hospital where avni had got discharged& they returned home
This incident had made her totally silent
When shweta said that she should take rest, avni silently went upstairs while others looked on
Neil assured them of taking care of avni

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AvNeil's room-

Neil sat beside avni on the bed& avni silently rested her head on neil's lap
Her face was blank with no expression on it
Neil was feeling his legs getting wet but he just caressed avni's hair
He didnt stop her from sobbing bcz he wanted her to release all her pain, grief &emptiness by those tears

A-im really sorry neilu
I couldnt take care of myself&we lost our first baby
Everyone had seen so many dreams for this baby
You bared all my tantrums happily& i couldnt.....

Avni's silent tears turned into loud sobs

N(caressing her hair)-sshhh
Its not your fault jaan- vidyut ne jail men hote hue bhi uss doctor ko dhamkaya& usse ye karvaya
Hes also under arrest now

A-par usse arrest karne se humara baby toh wapas nahi aayega na😭😭😭

Neil felt helpless

N-i know jaan
Par tumhe pata h humare baby ko bhagvan ne kyu bula lia?
Bcz he also wants good people with him na
He only chooses those who are really special &our baby was special
I know its not easy for you to get over this but hum phir try karenge na

A- after recovery we can try again na?
So we will do it as soon as my bleeding stops

N-avu dekho meri taraf

Avni turned& faced neil, with teary eyes

N(caressing her hair)-avu i know its not easy for you to cope up with this news but we need to wait- especially you bcz sirf physical recovery kafi nahi h
Doctor ne strictly bola h tha we shouldnt try for a 2nd child for next 6months
Tum iss waqt emotionally disturbed ho isiliye esa bolri ho
Kaash men tumhara ye dard baat nahi cheen sakta par khudko akela mat samjho- always remember that im there for you& nothing matters to me more than your health& happiness

A- maa ka sapna bhi adhura reh gya neil- unhe ek beta chahiye tha mere jesa& beti tumhari jesi
Wo kuch kahengi nahi but i know ke wo bhi toot gyi hongi
All bcz of me

N-sshhh
Jaan dont blame yourself for vidyuts deeds
Tum bohot thak gayi hogi toh thodi der so jao

A-neend nahi aari

N-aa jayegi

Neil lay beside her& wrapped her in his embrace
Avni snuggled into his chest
He caressed her hair &avni's eyes started becoming heavy