I woke up from the bright sunlight hitting my face and the annoying beeping sound of my alarm. I slowly pushed the covers away and looked at the alarm clock next to me.
7:32 a.m.
Sighing, I turn off the alarm, roll over and reflecting back on the last month. My mother was tired and was taking care of her restaurant herself and MY brother- wow up until now he can't EVEn help with anything
Because of this and the cloud of depression that has taken over my life, I haven't been to school for weeks. I never thought that this would happen to me. It's something you hear about but never imagine happening to you, especially not to a 19 year old
My father has always paid attention to me and took good care of me, he knew how to make me happy but now that he passed away, i can't be happy anymore, and this has only gotten worse since mom raised us herself and still runs her restaurant this day. She has buried herself in her work, so I hardly try to help her. But I guess that's what you get when you live alone. I used to live with my brother and my mother, father in a gorgeous house, but now that my dad died, I decided that I wanted to live alone for a little bit, until things settle down. That's why i bought myself a small house in the middle of seoul
It isn't permanent, but this wasn't the only reason I decided I wanted to live on my own. The new house is closer to my new public school, so moving closer and changing schools was best. My best friend Dabin offered to give me a lift to and from school everyday.
I feel safe enough in this new house but that's probably due to the fact the house is near by a puppies and flowers shops . I actually like the fact that there's flowers everywhere , and so also my cat makes me feel happy now and ever and that i'm not alone so, I don't have a problem with it.
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Finally, it's Friday. Dabin and I decided to have a sleep-over at my house today and I am so excited, like very very EXCITED.
Looking at the clock I see that it is already 7:34 am and I still have 10 minutes before Dabin comes to get me, so I decide to take a quick shower before getting dressed.
After showering, I put on some grey blue skirt and a grey tshirt along with grey jacket.
I quickly head to the bathroom to put on some light makeup, which makes my brown eyes pop and run a brush through my dark brown hair.
Grabbing my bag, I head to the door and wait for about 10 minutes, until Dabin arrives.
"Where were you, i was waiting for about 1 hour man." I asked her as I get into the car.
"Sorry," Dabin apologies, "I couldn't find my car keys. Come on let's go!"
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