I like to think I'm over you.
I think if other people.
I dance with other people.
I laugh with other people.But when your in the room all I can think about is you.
The ache in my chest.
The sparks of loneliness that has turned into a regretful obsession in which you have caged me in and bolted the windows and doors.It's a suffocating feeling knowing I made the right choice but still hating it.
To continue to crave and wonder and long for something I gave up on and tossed away so easily and carelessly. Only after understanding the consequences.To miss but not regret is a cruel oxymoron where I find myself contemplating everything.
You.
You.
You.You the fucking boy that made 5 months turn into a lifetime.
You the fucking boy who made me feel shit I despise and cherish.
To make me long to go back but just want to forget.I miss you.
But to let go I have to forget about you.
But then we talk and you makes me laugh.
When the conversation finishes I want to cry because I won't be able to text you to continue it.
I won't be able to start it up randomly.
I won't be able to.
I stripped that privilege from myself.
I just sit there and let my soul suffer from your kindness.
Your YounessI still kinda miss my ex. But I can never get back with him because everyone knows that won't go well.
So I wrote a poem instead.
My instagram- fucked_up_teens_poetry
Artwork credit-soniapusey
(Btw this is just a lil side note.
When I was editing this I kinda realised that 'youness' is a weird word and I can't think of any other way to spell it but it's pronounced you-ness.
Lmao that's so random but so's my life atm and idgaf
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Fucked up teens poetry
PoetryI go through shit in my life and then turn it into metaphors to help me make sense of it and sometimes I share. I honestly started this when I was in a bad place. I want everyone to know there is hope and it DOES get better. All but the last poem wh...