Deeper Into Dreams 💞

Tired

She was tired.
Tired of the constancy,
the constancy of judgement.
She tired hiding,
Hiding who she really is.
Tired of trying to stay strong.

She was tired.
Tired of pretending,
Pretending to be happy when all she wants to do is cry.
Tired of not being able to let go,
Let go all of the pain and emotions that consume her.
She was tired to be worthless.

She was tired.
Tired of being put down,
Put down by the people she felt closest  to.
She was tired of dreaming,
Dreaming of a life she will never have.
She was tired of not being good enough.

She was tired.
Tired of remembering,
Remembering how she used to be
So happy.
Tired of the blame,
The blame she puts on daily.
Tired of the anger.

She was tired.
Tried of crying,
Crying in the shower so no body
Can hear.
Tired of the fear,
Fear of being judged, hurt, and alone.
Tired of falling.

She was tired.
Tired of holding on when all she want to is give up.
Tired of being tired.
Tired of being herself.