I'm not going anywhere.

~7~

Once we were at Alex's house again we sat on her bed. 

"I'm sorry for freaking out on you about the kiss,  I am the one who kissed you" I smile  as I said the word kissed. 

"it's okay, I get it when I was confused I felt the same way but you need to be honest with your self even if your scared about the truth and tell me so I can help you"

"well first off,  I don't know why but I'm really attracted to you it like I can't stay mad at you and I feel over protective and don't want anything bad to happen to you,  I couldn't bare to see you in tears that's why I stood up for you and that's so why I left cuz I didn't want to hurt you anymore"

"oh Isabella your so sweet,  if you have feelings fore just Amit it i get that you are scared inside I understand , because you don't want Pepe to huge or you don't want your parents to hate you for being gay "

"okay okay I like you,  and that is true I am scared because my parents hate gay's and the raise me to hate them but deep down I never wanted to and never could" I pause and look at Alex face she looked so happy to be with me and to be helping me I felt the uger again to kiss her. 

I pulled her closer to me till are bodies are close enough that there's no space between us and place my lips on her, I gently trace her lip, after a few second of kissing her I slowly and carefully bit down on her bottom lip begging for entrance,  than I slid my tounge  in her mouth and we start to make out. 

I push her over on her back and make my way down to the bottom of her shirt and take it off of her as fast as I could than re place my lips on hers. 

I started  touching her inner thighs gently than to rough,  she started to mone.

I liked it i didn't want it to end and I didn't even care if my parents liked it or not I felt safe and happy for once,  I riped off my shirt and than she flip me ony back so she could be on top of me her fingers tracing the outlines of my body it felt so good, it feel like I waited as it seem like a life time for this to happen,  I lived it,  it was perfect,  I lived it in her arms,  and the way how she wanted to be the boss of it,   I let her take over,  he begins making her lips down my neck,  downy stomach to my lips between my hip,  she begins to kiss down there to licking it to shoveling her fingers in,  first with only one finger than to two. 

It was the best sex I ever imagined,  I loved every second of it,  it was a dream come true.