Complicated love 🥀 // SM

Chapter 97 Four Years Later (2)

Shawn's POV
"Thank you so much Toronto!" I say to the crowd as I run off the stage.

Immediately when I leave the stage I am greeted by Christina.

"You did great babe" she says as she tries to kiss me, I quickly dodge as I blush and respond "sorry super sweaty don't want to get you sweaty too"

She looks at me upset but rubs it off.

"So babe I was thinking tonight you and me could stay in and just you know..." she says as she rubs my thigh.

I look at her nervously, not like that I want to fuck you right now, but more like that take your hands off me look.

"Well tonight I'm super tired, I think I just want to go to my home."

Christina looks a bit hurt as I say my home I know i shouldn't say that, I mean we've been dating for almost a year. She knows better by now than to try and nudge me so she just lets it go.

"Okay see you tomorrow then" she says a bit bitterly as she gets her bag And walks out. I sigh as I run my hands through my hair, I know I should go stop her but I'm just honestly so tired of chasing after her.

I take out my phone as I switch accounts on Instagram to make myself Anonymous as I search up her Instagram, I scroll through it as I feel my heart break when I see photos of her with a ring on. It's been a few years since I've actually looked her up and to realize she's getting or is married definitely stings.

Anna's account was private yet somehow I managed to get into it. I scroll down a few photos more to see her with Cassie as she says this girls all grown up! I smile as I see her. I can't believe she's already in ninth grade, man where did the time go?

I look through a few more photos only to keep hurting myself, seeing her happy and with family stings me a bit. As I see drew I know that's where I was supposed to be.

I quickly throw my phone across the room as I instantly regret it as I hear the screen crack. I quickly rush over to my phone to find it completely broken.

Well that's what I get for being an Idiot.

I guess I just didn't realize how many emotions I was feeling.

I miss you.

AN
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