Complicated love 🥀 // SM

Chapter 135 Hello

Anna's POV

"Hello Anna" A voice says.

I wrap my head around to see the one, the only Cameron Dallas. 

"Cam, what are you doing here?" I exlaim as I wrap my arms around him. 

"What? I can't see my favorite photographer?" 

"there's usually a catch." I say raising an eyebrow. 

He puts his hands up in defense as he says, "Alright alright...I may be wondering if you could ask your boss aka the CEO of Glamour magazine to put me on the cover."

I smirk as I say, "i have my ways." 

"thank you" He says, wrapping his arms around me, I hug him back. I miss being carefree 15 year old Anna, always sneaking to Camerons house late at night, only to just watch movies for five minutes before falling asleep. 

"In all seriousness Cam, how did you get in here?" 

"You know Cistra" 

"Yeah! She's super famous and super talented" 

"I'm kinda dating her" Cameron says, his eyes look up at me soft. He knows that him and dating is a touchy subject for me, not because I am so despertaly in love with him. But because him and Mara used to date, and after what she did to me and my family I don't think I will ever be the same. 

Memories of gunshots fill my ears, I can almost taste the blood that was on my cheek. And the loud lights flashing while my eyes got more blurry and blurry. 

"well lets hope she doesn't kill the rest of my family" I try to joke. Wow anna, way to go. That was the most depressing joke I have heard. 

"Anna.." Cameron starts, "don't joke about that stuff" 

"I know I know" I say with tears in my eyes, I go close to him as he holds me while I just choke back tears. "The uh- only *sniff* thing  I really know how to do is just joke about it, cause if I don't then that makes everything too real" I say looking up at him. 

He looks down at me with a frown, "Anna, never say that. Just because it's hard doesn't mean you need to joke about it. If you want to cry then by all means cry. But never hold in your emotions to satisfy another" Cameron looks away from me as I see him staring at Charlie who is curently still near kendall, and switching phone numbers I assume. 

"I know" I say

"Well, you obvoisly don't if your still with that douchebag." 

"Well I can only seem to get the douchebags" I crack a smile at my atempt at humor. 

Cameron places a hand on his heart as he says jokingly, "Harsh dude" 

"Hi hello can everyone please take their spots, we are going live in ten minutes" 

I quickly say goodbye to Cameron as I am the first to sit at the table. Next comes Harry Styles, and may I add 30 looks good on him. Then Taylor Swift, she gave harry a side glare but smiled as she introduced herself to me. Then Cardi B who just stared at her phone the entire time. 

"Please I mean it everyone, 2 minutes!" the announcer says again. 

Charlie comes right after that and places a kiss on my cheek and pretends like he was not jsut flirting with Kendall Jenner in plain sight. I sigh, not wanting to start a fight with him. 

I notice Shawn is still not here and I am starting to wonder where he is. 

"Hey, do you know where Shawn is?" I lean forward as I ask THE Taylor Swift. 

"Oh you mean Shawn Mendes" 

I nod my head as she continues, "He is the first performer tonight." 

"Oh" I lean back as I see the stage go all pitch black. 

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