Insecure/fight

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Y/N POV

I'm sitting on the couch going through my Instagram waiting for Justin to get back from studio I notice I'm getting a lot of hate about my weight I've recently gained some weight and I'm really trying so hard to get rid of it but it's hard .i seen on one of my most recent photos the comments are just so rude and mean

(Don't think these are real hope not)

@biebzfevz4life: eww you gotten so fat

@mrsjustinbieberbaby: wft how hasn't justin dumped you, you look like a whale

@bieberfever86533268: guys don't be so mean it's not her fault she looks like a cow lol

I couldn't read anymore it was hurting me so much. I sat there think why justin hasn't dumped me I mean look at me I'm a cow I started to cry about 10 mins later Justin walked through the door I quickly wiped my tears away so he didn't ask what was wrong he doesn't like when I cry about my weight cause he thinks I'm beautiful he is the only one that doesn't make fun of me.

"BABE WHERE ARE U" ?? he yelled

"COUCH" I yelled back

When he walked in the room he didn't look happy

"are you ok justin??" I asked

"No I'm not I had a bad fucking day at work then I come home to no dinner ready like you could at lease do something for me" he said to me

"I'm sorry I didn" I try to say something but he cut me off

"NO YOUR JUST A LAZY FAT FUCK WHO JUST SITS DOWN ALL DAY AND CANT EVEN GET UP A MAKE DINNER" he yelled at me

That broke me

Justin don't bring up my wei.....

YOUR WEIGHT WHY NOT ITS PRETTY FUCKING CLEAR THAT ITS THERE I MEAN LOOK AT YOU YOU COW YOU WONDER WHY I DONT TAKE YOU OUT ITS EMBARRASSING AND A BAD LOOK ON ME THAT I HAVE A FAT GIRLFRIEND he yelled

I let the tears fall out of my eyes again why is he being like this he never makes fun of me

"IM SO....RRY THAT I..M NO..T SKIN...NY I..M TRYING TO LO...OSE THE WEIGHT B.UT ITS HARD IM SO..RRY THA..T I DO...NT L..OO..K LIKE A MODEL IM SO..RRY THAT I EMBARR..ASS YO...U ILL TR....Y AND BE THI....N AGIAN ILL STARVE MY....SELF JUST TO MA.....KE YOU HA...PPY" i cried

After i said that Justin had regret writing on his face but I didn't care if I embarrass him I'll go I ran up the stairs to our bedroom and slammed the door shut as soon as i did that I started sobbing I was so hurt

JUSTINS POV

I can't believe I said that to her I feel so bad I didn't mean any of it I just had a bad day at the studio and I come home and took it out on y/n the most hurtful way possible.

I ran up the stairs to our bedroom before I tryed to go in I could here y/n balling her eyes out I turned the handle hoping it would be unlocked, luckily it was,i saw y/n sitting on the ground with her legs up to her chest

"Baby girl I'm so sorry I didn't mean it you are the prettiest sexiest girl I have ever layed my eyes on I just had a bad day and I come home and took it out on you I'm sorry,babe you have to listen to me I don't want you to stave yourself you perfect I don't love you for you weight I love you for your personality" I explain to her but she continued to cry I pulled her in to a hug but she didn't move

I....m so...rr..y she cryed

What??

"I'm so...rry tha....t I have be....en emb.....arras.....sing you "she said

"No baby you don't embarrass me I really sorry I said that I love you with all my Heart and I should be trying to make you feel better not worst you perfect" I said

I l....ove you jus...tin she said

I love you to baby

Ok shitty ending sorry having trouble don't no what to write about cause I'm working hard on my story

Please no one be angry I'm not making fun of anyone with this imagine were all beautiful no matter what :)

Thanks for reading means a lot I will do some more but better ones

And if anyone would like an imagine I would be happy to do that I'll do mostly anything dirty,sweet,sad,abusive

I'll just need you name

Colour of your hair

Thanks xx

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