I hate having to pretend it's fine when it's not
I hate having to tell myself I'm ok when I'm not
I hate when everyone says I'm a fuck up even though I am
I hate all the people that made me like this
I hate my life and I don't want to live
I wish all of it would fix itself and I could live a normal life
But it can't
I just want to die
I hate crying myself to sleep every night
I can't do this anymore
But it won't stop
It won't go away
It won't fix itself
It won't do anything but fuck my life up even more
