I dont like being lonely.
It's my biggest fear.
To lose him
To lose them
I dont like being lonely
But for some reason I find myself there a lot.
I'll text people trying to be less lonely
And those conversations either flop to nothing or i get ignored.
I try to sit with my family
But they seem to just interrogate me or insult me.
I try to be less lonely but it doesn't ever really work. I get sad and the sad thoughts flood my mind. I cry in the shower till I cant tell what is water and what is tears. I try to be occupied by working out or cleaning and my body just shuts down.
I end up forgetting I need to eat because I dont feel hungry then I become sick.
It's hard going through the day doing the same thing and feeling the same loneliness.
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