Before you admire me,
Remember that I'm filled with darkness and chaos,
That my 7 culminate a hurricane inside me,
Remember that i am messed up and distraught,
That im weak from chasing and chasing but not getting.
Before you fall for me,
Remember that i push people away,
That i get holed up in my darkness and let my demons play games with me,
I have storms brewing inside my head even if its sunny outside,
Remember that i trust too much and hurt the same.
Before you say you love me,
Remember that I'm wrecked through and through,
My heart of glass is cracked and hollow,
That my tears dont make it out of the dam and when they do,
Its a flood.
Before you love me,
Think through if you can hold me in my bleakest of times,
Think through if you can love me in my darkest of days.
-scarredknee
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strings of hope
PoetryA story of my short lived beautiful romance with somebody that meant more than a muse to me.
