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Nikkah

Hi diary aj me first time ap se apni life  share kr rahi hn mera name hina he me 35 years ki hn mere 2 bachai he 1 beta aur 1 baite meri betai ka name umer he aur mere baite ka name sumbul he me dono se mohabbat mohabbat krti hn mere bachai bhi boht achai hain ☺aj me tmhe mazi ke barai me kuch bata ti hn kuch esa jo mere dil me kai salo se he samjho me tmhe apnai sabr ki dastan suna rahi hn .

Tumhai pata he me bachpan se diary likh ti thi ke mainai aj kya khaya kahan gai aj itnai salo bad me wapis diary likh rahi hn mjhe boht acha lagraha he
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Tmhe maloom he jab me 12 sal ki thi na to ammi ne mjhe new dress lakr diya who boht pyara tha mjhe tayar kr rahi thi ammi first time mene makeup use kiya mjhe sab acha lagraha tha me ammi se poch kr me apnai ghar se bahar chalaigai apnai dosto ko dikhanai ke me kitni pyari lagrahi hn
Phir me unke sath khailna shuru hogai ghar ae to ammi 1 admi se bat kr rahi thi ke beta hina boht choti he abhi tm ne sirf mangni ka kaha tha to mene isliyai han bola tm molvi ko kyn liyai beta shayan samjho who who choti he abhi mene hina ke abu ko boht mushkil se razi kiya  he tmharai rishtai keliya
Me ye sari batai sun rahi thi ammi aur shayan ki batai boht shor horaha tha shayan keh rahai thai aunty me mangni ko nhi manta ap nikkah krde hinna ke boht rishtai atai hain me usai boht pasand krta hn kya kami he mjh me mera apna ghar he me acha kamata hn me boht khush rakhunga hina ammi bs mjhe dekh rahi thi aur me ammi ko mjhe kuch samajh nhi araha tha mere abu ko ye rishta nhi pasand ammi sirf is liyai man gai thi kyn ke shayan boht khubsoorat thai koi bhi unko dekh ta to dekhta rehjaa kisi shezadai ki tarha thai who
Ammi ne unhai han kehdiya abbu ammi se boht larai lekn ammi ne aik nhi suni mere ankhoun ke samnai ye sab howa mjhe samajh hi nhi aya (kisi ne mjhe note bhi nhi kiya ke me kesai akailai darwazai me khari hn aur ue batai sun rahi hn ) mjhe mere cuision laiba ne dekha jo khud 13 sal ki thi uski bhi shadi honai wali thi next month  who mjhe mere  room me leaei)aur  bataya aj mere shadi he mjhe shayan laijaingai me ammi se aj door hojaungi me boht ro rahi thi ye sun kr maine ammi ko boht mana kiya laiba bhi ro rahi mene ammi ko bola ammi mjhe nhi jana ap ko chor kr please ammi me to apko tang bhi nhi krti lekn ammi ne bola beta sirf nikkah horaha he rukhsati abhi nhi hogi shayan ne wada kiya jb ap ki parhai khatam hogi tb hi ap ki rukhsati hogi mjhe kuch samajh nhi aya lekn bs ammi ne kaha ke me aj shayan ke sath nhi jaungi to me khus hogai thaorai dair bad 1 uncle ae who molvi thai bs jesai hi mera nikkah hogaya shayan se unho ne foran rukhsati ka shoor krdiya ammi bhi pareeshan hogai kai abhi to unho nai wada kiya tha me sukoon se apnai room me thi ke abu  rotai hoi mere pass ae mjhe abu hamesha mjhse boht mohabbat krtethai me unki ladli thi mjhe barai mere bhai bhi thai ali lekn ammi unse mohabbat krti thi ammi ne mjhe kbhi pyar nhi kiya hamesha ali se kiya lekn me khush thi abu mjjhse pyar krte he aur us din mene abu ko phaili dafa rotai hoi dekha abu ne mjhe kaha ke mjhe shayan ke sath jana hoga aj warna who abu ko jail me daldaingai mere abu 1 mazdoor thai unhai qanoon ka kuch nhi pata tha who parhai likhai nhi thai mere bhai ali ne bhi parhai chorditi bachpan me bhai mere nikkah ke waqt 13 sal ke thai sirf me school jati thi me 5 class me thi  jb mera nikkah howa tha hame kuch nhi pata tha law ke barai me hum sab dargai thai shayan boht shor kr rahai thai ke me aj apni bivi ko le kr hi jaunga to ammi abu ne majbooran mjhe rukhsat krdiya me boht rorahi thi ke mjhe nhi jaana shayan ne mera hath boht zor se pakra aur ghaseet tai hoi mjhe apni car me bithaya me abu ammi se mil bhi nhi pai abu ne khud ko room me lock krdiya tha who boht rorahai thai usdin ammi mere pass ai thi aur mjhe boht dant rahi thi ke me kyn shoor kr rahi hn shayan boht gussai me he me chup chap car me hi baithi rahun who keh rahi thi sab ki shadi hoti he sab ko apnai ghar jana hota he aj me bhi ja rahi hn shayan ke ghar ab wohi mera ghar he mjhe wahin rehna he mene rona band krdiya shayan mjhe boht gussai dekh rahai thai me abu ko dekhna cahti thi lekn abu nhi ae mere pass ali mjhse car me milnai aya tha tu shayan ne gussai se bola jaldi milo hame ghar bhi jana he ye car unki dost ki he unhe wapis bhi krna he ali bs mjhse galai milkr chala gaya who bhi mjhse boht pyar krta tha me aur shayan un ke ghar janai keliyai nikal gai mjhe boht rona araha tha shayan ne mjhe car me kuch nhi bola aur hum un ke ghar pohanchgai un ka ghar hamrai ghar se bara tha hamarai ghar me sirf 2 rooms thai aur kacha chat tha jbkai shayan ka ghar paka tha dewaro me rang bhi howa wa tha shayan ne jaheez me ammi se kuch nhi liya tha is liyai ammi boht kush thi shadi ke shuru ke din to boht achai guzrai thai unho ne mjhe kuch nhi kaha mjhe park ,resturant bhi lekr jatai thai Ammi apnai faislai pr boht khush thi ke unho ne mere liyai boht acha shohar dhunda he purai mohalai walai bhi ammi ki boht tareef krti thi lekn agai qismat me kiya tha kisi ko nhi pata tha .