Yours No More

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Waiting was never my problem to start
I'd wait for you for as long as
Days, weeks, months or years
But it was
How little you took me
How little you saw me
How little you want me
It's true when they said
No matter how busy you are,
If they matter you'll make time for them.
No matter the circumstances
No matter the struggle
No matter the distance
If You love ,
You'd do anything & everything for love
But I mean so little
It doesn't even compare to
The amount of food You eat or
The amount of time You spend sleeping
Because I wouldn't be able to compete with that.
I'd always be less of everything else in your life.
There's
No effort
No sacrifice
No will
I'll just be here
Waiting and waiting
You think I'm free ?
I have a whole list on my hands
But when it comes to You
Everything is forgotten
It's like I never had anything to do at all
I drop my chores
My studies
My life
In a heartbeat
Just to talk to you
Would You have done the same for me ?
I bet my life for a No
I work around Your clock
I bend according to Your schedule
I breathe only when You breathe
But before 5 minutes are up
You disappeared yet for another hour
You don't feel how I feel do You?
You wouldn't even care to feel how I feel
I'm supposed to be understanding
And patient
But
Where's yours....?
Where's your desires?
Where's your passion?
Where's your promises?
You say what you're going through
Is of importance,
I never denied that, never will
But aren't I of importance to You
Or am I just Your time passer ?
When You're free, You come to me.
When You're bored, You find me.
When You have time, You need me.
Naa I'm not a call girl.
I won't be.
You lost Her, Man
She ain't Yours no more.


C . L . SEBASTIAN

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