Broken. I feel completely broken. He was supposed to be my husband, we we're supposed to get married next month. But he threw all of that away
1 hour earlier
I was walking around the mall when my phone started blowing up with twitter notifications
Curiously, I opened twitter to see what I was being tagged in and I immediately felt a sharp pain in my heart when I saw that picture
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That's Jonah and that girl is not me....
Back to the present (sorry if the time skips are kinda confusing)
He doesn't know I've seen the picture and he's supposed to be home any minute
Should I confront him? OF COURSE I SHOULD!! He's a cheater I should put him 6 feet under but I won't cause I'm a good person. When I wanna be.
I'm gonna have to end this relationship. What is everyone gonna say when we call off the wedding? What will my parents do? Is this my fault? No of course not, this is not my fault, this was his decision and his decision only
I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy. The feeling of my heart sinking like it's the anchor to a ship. The feeling of questioning every moment we've ever had together
We we're supposed to spend the rest of our lives together and he ruined that.
"Baby I'm home!!" Yesterday hearing those words would have brought me joy but today all it brings me is anger and pain "babe where are you?" Hearing him call me that makes my anger 10x worse
"Upstairs!" I yelled trying to sound as mellow as possible "ya sick jerk" I mumbled right before he stepped into our room
"Hey baby" he greeted me as he tried to hug me but I shrugged him off
"Have you checked twitter today?" I asked with barely any emotion in my voice
"No why?" He asked while taking his phone out of his pocket
"I think you should" I said with anger evident in my voice
"Oookay," he said curiously dragging out the o as he opened the app on his phone
I saw his face turn pale and I knew he saw the picture. He's busted and he knows it
"Babe it's not what it looks like" he said quickly trying to save himself
"Oh come on" I scoffed before continuing "be original 'it's not what it looks like' " I mocked "literally every useless cheater ever has said that" I bitterly laughed before asking one more thing "how long has this been going on?"
"Sam plea-" he tried
"HOW LONG?!?" I yelled with pure venom and anger in my voice
"3 months" he whispered with his eyes glued to the floor
"Wow just wow" I said astonished. I wasn't even sad anymore I was just beyond angry so I decided to get a little payback
I grabbed his laptop
"Wait, what are you doing?" He asked trying to get it back but by the time he got to me I had already chucked it out the window
Next up his clothes. I grabbed a pile of his clothes and despite his efforts to take them from my grasp they all got thrown out the window and onto our front lawn
"I have a lot more to go so I suggest yo,u go out there and try to catch some of it before it's gone forever" I said sassily
"Sam please stop this" he begged
"NEXT UP THE XBOX!" I yelled happily throwing it out the window
Once he realized I wasn't going to stop he ran outside to try and salvage what was left
"YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK IM GONNA KEEP EVERYTHING ELSE! WE'RE OVER!" The last thing I threw was my engagement ring and I felt one tear fall down my face but I quickly whipped it away
Before he hand time to respond I shut and locked the window and ran downstairs to lock the door as well
"Ah" I let out a happy sigh "that felt good" I said clapping my hands together, when I realized his phone was still on the kitchen table
"He hurt me the least I could do is get a free phone out of it," I said picking up the phone and walking back upstairs
Good riddance to that USELESS, DISGUSTING, CHEATING, JERK!!!
