Well shit, first of all, English isn't my first language, I'm from Germany, so sorry for any mistakes! :D
I'm 20 years old now, turning 21 in a few months! :D Call me Choosen or whatever you want \(°-°)/ I'm not making decisions for you ;)
I can be an sarcastic asshole if I'm annoyed or mad, or pretty much all the time. c:
But(t) now the real thing I wanted to tell you:
Actually it's my Mom's fault I listen to Slipknot, she saw "Duality" on MTV and was hooked from that point on. So I grew up listening to Slipknot, Korn, Stone Sour, Nightwish and Evanescence, well a lot of German Rock and Punk too. (like "Die Toten Hosen", "die Ärzte", "die Böhsen Onkelz"(my Punk-heart hates naming them here, I don't listen to them anymore), "LaFee" and local stuff)
My Mom is the reason I'm into Metal and my Dad why I love punk.
I'm an only child, but grew up with my 2 cousins (both girls), we weren't really girly, we played outside, loved soccer (not like in a club, like street soccer). So I blame them, my Family, that I ended up, as that weird mix of a punk and a Metalhead.
Well shit went downhill when I turned 8, my mom and Dad broke up a few weeks after. A few months before I turned 9 my Dad hung himself, in the barn on my Grandmothers (Mom's mom) property. I wasn't at school for 2 months. Shit got really confusing for me, my Dad's parents hated my mom for that. They showed it in front of me a lot, mostly when mom wasn't around.
Music was with me from that point on every day. Mostly slipknot and KoRn, later more Stone Sour.
They help me cope with the shit happening im my life, if it's being bullied all throughout school, my fathers parents(I refuse calling them grandparents) hating me and mom, loosing my cousins because of my "grandparents", depression, self harm, all that shit, if it wasn't for music I wouldn't be writing that right now.
All of that started because of Duality.
I'd love to thank them. But yeah \(°-°)/
Bye...hope it's not going to be too horrible. And sorry for any mistakes
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Me Rambling On About Slipknot Shit I Happen To Think About
FanfictionWell the titel explains it all i think :D My mind is a fucked up place, just remember that! ;D (that looks rapey I'm so sorry) Have fun, don't get lost in here! c:
