Little brother, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell. I'm just having a hard time staying distracted. All the people I text or call when I need a distraction are busy right now so I'm trying to hang with you. I didn't mean to yell, I'm just kind of on edge. I'm sorry I hit you. I didn't mean to. I don't think it hurt you since you laughed but I still feel bad because I did it out of anger. I just need a distraction. The voices are trying to take over. And I'm trying to not let them win. I have to find a distraction. I'm sorry little brother.
