Finding Myself

Say that you love me

Kaycee P.O.V

After Kyrell hung up on me. I have to admit that hurt. The reason why I didn't answer my phone is because I was packing and getting ready to go back to America and surprise everyone, especially Kyrell. But not anymore.

I ran up to my room and slammed the door shut and slid down the door and started crying.

I swore to myself that I wouldn't cry over a guy. But here I am breaking that oaf . Fucking hell. I heard someone knocking on my door and I said a faint come in. I moved away first before saying that. Anyways in walks my sister.

"Hey Kaykay!" Tess greets excitedly and then it drops when she noticed that I unpacked and threw everything out.

"Why aren't you packed?" She wonders innocently.

"I'm not going back anymore". I tell her.

"WHY NOT? YOU PROMISED ME AND YOU KNOW WE NEVER BREAK PROMISES TO EACH OTHER". She screamed at me with tears in her eyes.

"Calm down okay. You didn't let me finish. Anyways I'm not going back. But you are and I have arranged for Aunty Joanna to pick you up once you land in America. I will be dropping you at the airport here and well you are on your own". I tell my sister sadly.

"But I don't wanna go without you". She tells me with tears of sadness in her eyes.

"Don't worry about that. I will be back in America by your side next year". I replied to her wiping the tears from her eyes and she smiles.

"Do you promise Kaykay?" She smiles.

"Yes lil cutie of course I promise". I tell her feeling wet substance fall out of my eyes and I realised that it is tears. Shit I'm crying and I promised myself I would stay strong for her, so that she doesn't feel obligated to stay because I know how much she really wants to go and I'm not gonna stand in her way. You may or may not want to know why I'm not going.

Welp I will be going back to America next year and not now like Tessa because well I have some unfinished business here and ye.

Anyways moving on........