What Love Will Make you Do.

In labor!!!

Destiny"

After moe's boyfriend dropped me off I felt this light pain in my stomach but I didn't pay it no mind an continued to make my way into the room where I was staying.

Soon as I walked in I seen marquee's ass laying on the bed sleep like he ain't got a worry in the world While I'm over here stressing my ass off, I don't know why but a rage of anger came over me I was tempted to slap the shit out of him..but I just walked in the bathroom turning on the shower and getting undressed to get in letting the the warm temperatures relax me.

I hated the fact that Keeyz never really put any effort into our relationship or into this pregnancy far as a support system.

He takes good care of me financially and physically but just not mentally like he supposed to, he's making me have second guess even telling moe about me and him, I just feel like is he even worth me losing my sister.

I love my sister so much..I regret even sleeping with him now I wish I can take it all back but I can't, that day I was just going through a lot.. at the time I wasn't depressed so I wasn't really myself and I was off xanx an Hennessy Keeyz just so happened to be there an help ease the pain away.

ever since my dad passed I feel like our family isn't a family anymore, we've grown apart and don't really keep in contact as much as we use to.

my mom is a a alcoholic and is not trying to seek help so we barely talk due to her always being angry or distant, moe is really the only family I got, yeah I got unties an uncles an shit but they never come around unless someone dies or something and that's just ain't what I consider family.

I washed my body with cares twilight 3x before rinsing myself off and getting out wrapping myself in a towel.

I heard my phone pinged.. I check to see who it was and it was my sister I smiled replying to her text, that was until she asked me the real reason to why I left making me nervous.

I don't think I'm ready to tell her about everything yet.. hell I don't think I'll ever be ready, I might just tell her I wanted a new environment or something, since she knows me and my first love separated I never told her why I just told her it was something stupid so when I see her tomorrow yeah I know she has a right to know but I can't loose my sister behind this bullshit besides I been back talking with my ex and I have came to the conclusion I'm leaving Keeyz sorry ass to go back with my first love that I fucked up when I told him about me and marquee's, I was suprised he didn't tell moe but I was also grateful too.

As I was getting in bed to lay down I felt this sharp pain in my lower back an in my lower belly, I tried to ignore the pain but it was kinda hard to do since the baby was also moving in my pelvic bone area But then stoped 5mins later, I rubbed my belly with both of my hands in circular motion around my whole belly to help ease the pain, once the pain went away I soon dozed off 20mins later watching black-ish.
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The next day in the afternoon.

"Baby do you think moe is mad at me or something" I asked feeling a little down and sad as sat there thinking, lately my hormones has been all over the place making it hard for me  to control them.

"Why you say that, she has no reason to be mad unless you told her.."

"No I didn't tell her I actually changed my mind I don't think I want to tell her the truth it will ruin us she will never speak to me again" I said taking a deep breath.

"Ohkay I understand babe I was really looking forward to introducing our bundle of joy to her but it's fine.. so why do you think she's mad then?" He said looking a little disappointed but changing the subject.