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Chapter 57: Uninvited (FINALE)

Four Years Later

Dear,  
       My Beloved Jimin

It's been forever… I've written so much letters over the four years I've waited for you! Oh god life has been torture for me… I was hoping to see you at my graduation, but you didn't show up! No surprise there. I wonder if you're even alive at times… Then at times I find myself crying at night, longing for you. Over the span of four years, I've never moved on. You came into my life completely uninvited, but now… I'm desperate to invite you back. This must be my fiftieth letter begging you to come back. Are you burning these? Throwing them away? Do you still love me? Please… Talk to me… I have dreams of you kissing me and I wake up in tears; screaming and crying for you like a child. You've always been on my many birthday wishes as well as Suyong's.

I still live in the penthouse you've given us. You are still paying it but you're shutting me out. I've sent you many pictures of us but you never sent one of yourself back. Please… Please send me a letter. I was never able to move on! Please send me something… Send us something. I tried moving on for Suyong's sake but dates are boring… when I finally found someone, he looked almost like you. But even he couldn't capture my heart the way you did. I couldn't even dare to enjoy one night with him and I kicked him out of my life for you. I've been to six dates for the past four years and I couldn't pull through I just couldn't! Do you have a family now? A wife? Husband? Are they loving you and giving you all of them? I get so jealous when I think of that…

Jimin… My love, I want you… Is that too much to ask? I understand now… This is my last letter I'll ever send and try my best to finally leave you after all these years. I always hated sitting and buying a cake for you on your birthday to celebrate with Suyong… Even if you'll never come back to me. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. I will never forget you.

Just another boy,
Jeon Jungkook 💔
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          “The last letter…” Jungkook spoke to himself. The twenty-four year old man then stood up from the desk within the room he used to share with Jimin in the penthouse. The man adjusted the sky blue collar of his dress shirt before tucking the hems into his black slacks that were held up by his belt. The man was lonely and that look seemed very constant within his daily life along with writing letters to Jimin as his morning routine. The only things he had of Jimin was a few clothes he left behind and his pictures in the young man's phone. “This can't be the last letter… It has to be longer…” Jungkook whispered to himself and before he could pick up the pen to write more, his mind stopped him right in the process.

         “He never responds… Why do I keep trying?” Jungkook asked himself before pushing up the black and round glasses over his eyes while he read over the letter. In seconds, the door to the room opened and called Jungkook's attention almost instantly. Suddenly, Suyong poked his head in and giggled happily. The four-year-old child stepped in, already dressed in his blue jeans, black sweater, and black boots. His silk and brown hair was styled into a short bowl cut with the underside bearing an undercut.

         “Daddy, Papa isn't coming today…” Suyong whispered in a sweet and his usual angelic voice he always carried. “Maybe… Papa forgot about Suyong and Daddy… Maybe Papa doesn't want Suyong and Daddy…” Hearing his own son speak like this left Jungkook feeling horrible for putting all of this into the boy's head to get his hopes up.