signing off × chuuves [editing]

348 days after

December 25, 2016

Dear Diary,
it's Christmas.  I forgot to buy Woojin any presents, but thankfully Sooyoung's parents were nice enough to help out.

They lost their child and yet they're busy looking out for her mess of a widow.  I feel guilty.  I shouldn't be a burden to them.  They should be able to grieve over their only child.

I don't think I've ever gave them the chance to.

I don't know what to do without Sooyoung.  How does anyone move on after this? It's been almost a year and all I want to do is go back to the morning we had our first kiss....the night we made love for the first time...

I can't move on, and I don't know if I ever will.