Reece's POV
Watching Y/N stroll through the park in her pale pink dress had me weak. It made me feel like someone just impaled my heart with a knife.
It was the start of summer and the boys and I just got back from LA where we had been after tour with The Vamps boys had ended.
Y/N was with her friends at the park and they were all joking around and laughing. We use to be like that. We were so close before I went away. Our breakup was mutual although we both knew that we didn't want to go our separate ways, it just ended up like that.
I went home and got hardly any sleep that night. I couldn't bear thinking about how close we once were. It hurt. Could we ever be like that again?
When you're in the teenage years of your life you often feel lost, but I didn't. y/N was the missing piece and I'm so happy I had her. Had her. I just threw it all away.
If only she would let me run back into her life and I hold her close. I would easily drop everything for her. No matter where in the world I was at the time. If she needs me, I will be there in a split second if she had space for me in her life I'm wiling to mess everything up to get her back.
We did breakup, I can't ignore the facts. We needed our own space and time instead of forcing ourselves to stay committed in the different time zones.
After we gave ourselves all that time and space apart there was one thing that never changed; me wanting Y/N.
She was always the first one awake. Most days she wouldn't move until I was awake but she is a very active person so likes to be doing something fun and energetic. Sometimes before I had to go out to meetings she would be dancing around out bedroom to old DCOM (Disney Channel Original Movie) songs. She would be acting all cute to get me to dance with her. She was an amazing dancer. I would end up being late for meeting because of her. She would give puppy dogs eyes just so I would stay. And it worked. Every time. Then I would be late for my meetings and Ben would get all annoyed.
I know how cringey this is but Y/N was the star that lit up my life and made my heart get brighter. She made me a better and happier person. I'm falling apart without her. I will do anything to be with her, even just for one more night. I would swim all the oceans, walk through fire. Anything.
I hope I'm not too late. I've got quite a few things to say to her. I've got a whole faded winters worth of stories.
