I'm Not Okay (Dorbyn)

Eleven

Corbyn's POV
(Make sure you read and A/N at the end, it's important)

I roll over to my right side, looking over at the boy asleep in a cot. I made Daniel sleep in here with me to make sure that he wouldn't get out again. I watch him. He was turned away from me so I could only see his back, and his chest going up and down slowly. I jump as he let's out a groan and flips over. I close my eyes, pretending to sleep.

"Corbyn?" He asks. I ignore it. "Are you awake?" Not satisfied with the silence, I hear him shift slightly, the I feel a pillow thrown onto my face. I sigh and sit up.

"What Daniel I'm trying to sleep." I say looking over at the clock. 3:26am

He grumbles.

"I can't sleep. This cot is uncomfortable." He groans. I raise an eye brow

"And what are you gonna do about it?" I ask. He sits up. The moonlight from the window hits his face.

"Can I sleep in the bed with you?" He asks. I feel my cheeks heat up at the question. I scratch the back of my head nervously.

"Um I guess." I say quietly. He shifts over so that he is laying across from me. We look into each other's eyes. He smiles.

"Better." He whispers. He closes his eyes but I just look at him.

"Why did you kiss back earlier?" I ask into the darkness. His eyes open and they look at me. He shrugs.

"Well I don't know. You know I left because I had to talk to someone about you kissing me." He says. He sits up on his elbows. "I didn't walk away because I didn't like it, I walked away because I did like it. And I didn't know how to respond." He says. It takes me a second to think about what he just said. "So is your silence a good or a bad thing?" He asks. I sit up on my elbows now.

"But what about Jonah?" I ask. He shrugs.

"What he doesn't know won't kill him." He says. I feel a smile form on my face.

"What are you trying to say?" I ask. "That you want to be my boyfriend?" He lays his head in my chest making my breath hitch. He graves little smiles along my stomach.

"Not yet. Let's just stay as we are, no labels just... Getting to know each other better." He replies. I lean back down and put an arm around him.

"I would love that." I feel him smile. "Goodnight Daniel."

"Goodnight Corbyn."

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I have state testing for the next week and a half so I won't be able to write as much. I'm sorry  my doods but please don't expect multiple updates per day until another week or so.

or even one at all everyday.

I promise the book isn't done just slowing down for now.

Any who see you later my doods

Peace ✌