" When someone else's happiness is your happiness, it is love. But is love even real? "
Lana thought she found the love of her life, but it looked like things were getting rocky from there. Will their relationship survive? Or will it hit their break...
Some hours has passed since Billie sended me the dm, it was early in the morning when i decided to go out of the bed to watch the sunset. Its supposed to be a beautiful day and I was looking forward to it. When i sat down at the chairs on the balcony i grabbed my phone. I left Billie on read. Practially freaking out when she messaged me.
I looked over to my right to see that it was a mess in the whole apartment from yesterday and decided to clean it all up before everybody woke up. I got myself ready and fresh to go to the store to get some breakfast for ourselves. Since it was a beautiful day but pretty cold, i took my flare black pants out of my suitcase, a yellow sweater and my black barrett. It matched pretty good and made me wanna take a picture to post on the gram.
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I didn't take long when Billie's comment showed up on my screen. She commented literally 2 minutes after posting my picture. She wanted me to answer her and I should, but in this kind of situations my anxiety starts to fuck with my feelings.I decided to answer her after breakfast.
While buying breakfast from the store at the main entrance, I started to rethink about everything. Anxiety is always getting the best out of me, overthinking is actually a trait of mine. I grabbed a pancake mix while still thinking about everything, strawberries and some muffins. Setting up the table in our room after I baked the pancakes, I felt two arms around my waist that grabbed me from behind. "Lana, i'm so tired" Kate's grumpy voice filled up the room.
"Goodmorning to you too." I chuckled
"What a night.. I got way too many glasses of wine"
"Hmm, i can imagine. I got us breakfast, maybe that helps your hangover."
We both sat down and filled our glasses with orange juice.
"Do you think i should send Billie a message?"
She looked at me with her mouth full of pancakes, while smirking at the same time. "If you want some, go get some"
"That wasn't the question, but i forgot you got a very high sexdrive." I started to laugh while rolling my eyes. Lily woke up from our laughter and walked out of her room. Her hair had knots in it and her cheeks were red from just waking up.
@lanabanana : "Gmorning. I'm so sorry, yesterday we drank too many glasses of wine and I fell asleep before replying. I hope you have a wonderful day today."
It didnt take her a lot of minutes to respond back, my cheeks turning red when I read her response.
@billieeilish : "Mornin' Ok cool. Meet me around two at the rosegarden, I don't take no for an answer. Cya"
I locked my phone facing my friends who were enjoying their breakfast. "Guys, I have to ditch you two for an hour or so."
"What are you're gonna do?" Lily asked.
"Youre probably not gonna believe this, but Billie asked me to meet her."
"YAS. Girl. Go. For. It." Kate said it while she was snapping her fingers at me in the most sassiest way.
"What time?" I looked up on the wall, to see what time it is. "In like one hour" i chuckled. "Go grab your bag, and get your ass on the bus." Lily said while grabbing the plates to take it down to the kitchen. I immediatly stood up from the table to catch myself running more excited then i was before to go get my bag. I grabbed my backpack, got everything i needed and walked back into the living room.
"I'll see you guys later at the festival?" I asked
"If you're not all over Billie, then yeah" Kate joked. Once again, her fucking sexdrive.
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After getting on the bus I checked my phone if Billie sended me any messages, nothing. Not even 20 minutes later I arrived at the festival site, Getting my wristband checked and walking inside. I noticed it was even busier then it was yesterday. Searching for the rosegarden made my anxiety go mad, I hate big crowds. The vibe was amazing tho, many people were dancing, laughing, singing or high on drugs. I bought an bottle of diet coke when I passed a foodtruck.
My heart skipped a beat when my rang because of an notification on instagram, It was Billie.
@billieeilish : i am here.
@lanabanana : almost.
I took a little sprint to go to the rose garden after finding it. My wristband gave me access to come in. I wanted to fix my hair and put on some lipstick, but I didn't have the time. I noticed Billie standing in front of me. She was surrounded with I think a small part of her crew, her brother and mom. She wore a red outfit, black jordans and white sunglasses. She was talking to a guy, her loud voice filled up the garden and people were passing her not sure if it was really her or not. Lana, go say hi.
I needed my anxiety to calm down and decided to count down from 10 to 1. Walking towards her she immediately recognized me when I got closer.
"Lanabanana." Her pretty smile turned my stomach upside down.
"Billie Eilish.." My cheeks turned red when she pulled me in for a hug. She smells so good, her hairs soft, god I wanna stay in this moment forever.
"What an honour to meet you this way." I stated while playing with my nails. I felt vulnerable and shy. "Dude, don't pull that shit out on me and please treat me like i'm normal." she laughed while walking over to the rest of the crew.
"Finneas, my mom Maggie, and these two big guys are here, all the time basically, keeping me safe ya know. Don't mind them" She started to laugh after she gave them a clap on the shoulder. I wanted to give everyone a handshake, but they all pulled me into a hug. I was to decent for these people.
She whispered something to her mom, and maggie nods "we will see you in another hour.. Just stay around here okay?" Maggie gave Billie a kiss on the cheek and walked away with everyone.
Billie looks at me. "Lets go explore some of the rosegarden together." I agreed while we started to walk around. It was such a beautiful place, there were fresh planted roses everywhere, and small lights were lit up on the trees. Billie sat down on the bench looked over the garden, i sat down beside her while looking over at her, my cheeks turning red again just being in her presence.
She was so beautiful in her red outfit, intimidating, but she also looked so vulnerable not being surrounded by everyone. Her arms laying down on the back of the bench when she removed her sunglasses from her face.
"So, not many friends. Was that an excuse, or?" I asked while twirling my hair around my fingers, which I do whenever i'm nervous.
She shrugged her shoulders and smiled at me. "It's something about your vibe I like, I noticed immediately at the ferris wheel and my show."
"Those two seconds?" I asked in disbelief.
"Aren't you a curious wise chick." I immediatly blushed while she was looking at me. Billie noticed and a big grin appeared on her face.
She leaned in to me, looking deeply into my eyes. Filling the air up with tense. "Don't you think we should know each other better? Thats fun, isn't it."
