I tend to dream a lot
But most of them are sad dreams
And I usually dream the same things
Either I let go of my mom's hand in a crowded location like a theme park and end up alone...
Or I'm sitting on a bench endlessly waiting for someone...
Sometimes in my dreams, I talk to my dad whom passed away a few years ago
I can never remember what we talk about by the time I wake up
I just know I wake up sad and remembering he's not by our side anymore but
At least he's usually always smiling in my dreams
Then my dreams seem just a little bit less sad
