I drop all my suspending thoughts
And watch them fall on the ground
It's too depressing
My life now
The colour just outta my reach
Is fading away
The growing pile
Of my mind
Shut your eyes then open them
Let the light blind you
For now, and now
Flashing lights and battered road signs
Whizzing by me
Cry silently
My love song, It's so clumsy
A lament for the past
The present is quivering
A mistake
I waft away these blurry words
In this blurry world
The future is solid
But the past has crumbled
Shut your eyes and hear your heart beat
What does it beat to, and to whose drum
The weight of life hangs on my shoulders
And slows me down much
Cry silently
Shut your eyes and hear your heart beat
Does it beat to my heart, and to my drum
Holding close
Hating much more
Does it pierce through me?
Laugh silently
